The Confession

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".......  just take care of her and be happy from now on"

Eunyoung POV

what he said last night keeps bugging on my mind..

'is it really the time to be happy?'

my life is the worst without her... It can't be any worse when she leave me.

"there's no harm in trying" my conscience said

"you will just be hurt" my mind says

"but you will also be hurt if you let her go"

"you will just ruin her life!"

"love can change everything even YOU"

My mind and conscience starts bickering again and I need to stop them before I became crazier than I already am.

'i made a choice! if I fail, then so be it! I don't want to regret my chance!'
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20 mins later

I tried to look the best I can with this nerdy outfit.

I take one last look in the mirror.

This is it! I'm confessing to her. I don't care about my past anymore, I can change for her. I'll be a better person for her. I will do whatever makes her happy.

I picked 3 roses from the garden and drove off to Kitty's meat shop.

I let out a deep sigh before I exit the car.

this is it! even if she reject me now, I'm willing to wait for her to love me, I'm even willing to be friendzone for her , I just can't hide my feelings anymore.

I saw that there were no other employees in the shop except for her who is back facing me, there's also few customers inside.

oh this will be embarrassing if ill get rejected but its now or never.

I open the door, the wind chime ring at the same time her cellphone rang.

she then pick up the phone and I overheard their conversation.

"yobosseo oppa !! I missed you so much"

I furrowed my brow , she has a brother? 

"I'm doing great oppa!! don't worry, I'll get the very first flight after the mission is done"

she's leaving?? and what mission is she talking about?

"yah! I think she's falling in love with me already, just a little bit more and I'll be there before you know it"

what??!! is she talking about me? is she planning to make me fall and leave me after she broke my heart? no, she cannot do that!

"yeah, I'll do that for you oppa, you know I love you right?" she giggles

is he really your brother krys?

".. and you exactly know that I also do this for my self, I enjoy this more than you do but I want to tell her the truth already"

what truth krys? what's your secret?

"well she's cute, but its not fun being with a nerd anymore, it just feels ODD..."

I dropped the flowers, I feel my heart shattered into pieces.. how can you do this to me krys? how could you?!

She laughed hard.

"...I can't pretend anymore oppa! I don't want to be with a geek anymore!"

That's it!

I ran away without saying goodbye, without confirming what I've heard, I heard enough , and I can't take it anymore.

I felt stupid.

I felt fooled.

how could I even thought of changing just for her?
a liar, a player, a con artist ... 

I don't know what's she's talking about but one thing is for sure...

she's far worse than them...
way far The Worst!

I need to release this,
But I can't hurt her. I just can't.

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Yiyun's pov

I never felt this betrayed before not even by my mom or with that jërkass Siwon!

This is over the top overdose for me, not a single murder can satisfy me.

'I need some back up'

I fished my phone and dial the number of the person that I trust the most.

Dialing the lion slayer...

"Yiyun? What can I do for you?"

"Kris! I need your help"

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A/n: a short update.

Oh my poor Eunyoung....
She finally had a heart, but it was broken immediately.

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