Dear V.

Part III: Ten

Why do I questioned myself of how does it feels to have a boyfriend.

Maybe, you, too, who is reading this right now, asked yourself the same question.

I actually do not know why I questioned myself that thing. Maybe I envy the girls who have their boyfriend. Someone who can protect them. Someone who will give them flowers or chocolates. Someone who will make them laugh when they are not in the mood to do so. Someone who will offer them shoulders they can cry on. Someone who will hold their hand while making them feel that they are his possesion. Someone who can be with them forever. Like in the movies I've watched or in the books I've read.

10th of September 2012

V waited for me outside the gate of the school and asked me out to eat. While eating, he keeps on looking at the clock. When the clock was about to turn to 5:10, he started to hold my hand. His hand is cold and he seems to be nervous. My heart starts to tick so fast, I'm becoming nervous, too. As the clock ticks to the 10th minute, he asks me to be his girlfriend.

It came to a sudden realization that September is the 10th month of the year, it is the 10th day of September when he proposed and on exactly the 10th minute when he nervously asks me to be his girlfriend. So yeah, who would not answer "Yes" to his crush?