so my life starts out like this:
my mom's a smoker, my older brother is an addict, my dad is an alcoholic
yeah, pretty fucked up
this is the family I was born into, the family I eventually made worse
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I was an unexpected child.
my parents just had a little too much fun one night and, then there I was.
my parents would have loved to have another child - wait, scratch that -
been okay with having another child... if they weren't so poor.
my brother had dropped out of school years before I was born,
and my parents didn't care.
that's the thing, they never cared.
so, as my first years on earth progressed, I got a little taste of what my life would be like.
absolute hell.
