It's finally here.. Exactly one year ago on this day.. I started typing up my first ever chapter on Wattpad.. I published it today a year ago.. It marks officially one year since I started writing on Wattpad.. I remember clearly.. My eyes are red & puffy from crying earlier in the day... I opened my iPad & found my Wattpad app.. The app that I had for a year & didn't bother with it.. It stirred up my creativity spark & I decided to start typing.. I always was writing.. On the computer,on Instagram DM etc.. I tried any type of way to show my art to other readers... But this one..stuck with me longer than any other platform. Of course I got my musical.ly account & I upload videos a lot.. But writing,acting & modeling have always been the things I wanted to do.. Now that I'm doing all 3 in the comfort of my home.. Recording myself or just typing a chapter... I'm at my happiest State in my life.. You guys really made me happy again.. Here's the reason why..💭 There was a black cloud hovering over my life over a year ago.. I remember it to this day.. It was June 28th 2015.. My grandma passed away.. Me & my cousins cried together.. We said we were gonna stick together as my grandma would've wanted it that way... I went home & cried.. After that....I slipped into a deep depression.. I cried a lot & I would stay in bed..mostly all day.. July came around & my aunt announced my grandma was gonna be cremated.. The day came.. I broke down seeing my grandma's lifeless body.. I didn't get to say goodbye or I love you one last time before she died.. It happened so fast... It hurt a lot.. Months went by & I was still stricken with grief.. But then my birthday came around "October 17th".. I broke down to my mother & she comforted me.. As she too was stricken with grief for the past months also.. After my birthday.. I became so numb.. I was so bored & tired a lot.. The depression took so much out of me.. I then cried on this very day a year ago remembering the good times with my grandma.. The first time in a long time.. I then started typing on here & I never looked back.. I started getting happier & I made so many friends on here.. I was overwhelmed by the love & support.. Not the bad way of overwhelmed btw haha.. Now to today.. March 24th 2017. I'm a very happy girl & although I miss my grandma.. I know she's with me everyday & I love her dearly.. Thank you guys so much!! I can't believe we are one year into this wonderful journey!!! My advice to those in a bad time in their lives or depressed.. Don't ever give up..there's a light that's gonna shine through the darkness-Chrissy✨ Since we are now one year.. My mom & dad brought me a cake in honor of this occasion..
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(Don't mind me..it was movie night in our house haha) Y'all should follow both my Musical.ly & Instagram for more posts from today.. Insta: Chrissylee1017 Musical.ly: chrissyxoxo17 ❤️💌❤️💌❤️💌❤️💌❤️💌 Thank you guys so much again for the amount of love & support you've shown me.. Sorry if I made you cry or tear up.. I just wanted to tell you all my story behind the reason I started writing.. Because like everything there's a reason we do what we love.. I write because it's a form of reaching out to others & making their day better.. I'm just so thankful I have my #Fanmily in my life.. This is only the beginning guys!!🍾✨🍸💖 Also.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! To Jack Edward Johnson💖💖😍😍 Aka my sweets,my love,my cutie,MY BOY❤️‼️ Your now 21 years old..BOTTOMS UP🍸🍾✨🔥 haha ✨💖 Tagged favs;❤️ loversisland- magicaleto LuhSluts bbygirlluh JordanJohnsonTate XxBad_QueenxX mimendess KaileySkwarek -sextingswazz Ellaphillipsx0x0 FellowLeafs oh_its_sarah Queen_tay_espinosa ddluvladybug SkateMagcon freshleebabexo itsluhbitch_ JackJohnsonsbabygirl Itz_Mami graceazalea3 Peace & Love💙 -Chrissy🌱🌴🍃🌿🌹🌷🌻⚡️🌺👸🏻🌫💙👑💘🌙✨💖💦😍😊😉😜
