BIO & RANDOMNESS

1. CRAP LYRICS & JOEL.

CRAP LYRICS & JOEL,

So to fill in, Joel was my boyfriend for about 4 and a half months and then just broke up with me for no apparent reason, it's all cool if he doesn't want to date me anymore but apparently he couldn't even tell me why. I started blaming myself (as I do way too much) and a week later he started dating this girl named Chloe who he used to bitch about. Good to know how I'm that undesirable (note my fucking sarcasm).

I got pretty fucked up after that and expressed it in the usual way I do, shutting people out and getting involved in things I shouldn't. Trying to let that all go now, so I wrote this.

SONGE TITLE: HOW WE FLY,
24TH MARCH, 2017.

Do you know the time I spent crying,
After you said "don't be sad",
Did you see on the inside I was dying,
For you to take me back,

You know I wondered where I went wrong,
Preyed it was just a dream,
But I can't just spend forever,
Always blaming me,

Sooner or later (maybe later),
I had to come to terms,
To fly you must fall,
That's how humans learn,

[PRE-CHORUS]
Hearst can be broken still,
But I'm learning how to mend it,
How I gotta be be strong,
Best way to pretend is,

[CHROUS]
Lift up your head,
Don't drag your feet,
Put on a smile,
Your not yet beat,

And just maybe,
Yeah you left me sore,
But that's not anything,
I haven't been before,

So I'll try and dry my eyes,
Wipe away my tears,
Try and move on,
Over the years,

Sure I'll still miss you,
And all we had,
Remembering how I kissed you,
Still makes me sad,

[PRE-CHORUS] X 1

[CHORUS] X 1

Though I remember,
Move forward,
We can both do better,
Than what we've scored,

Maybe we lucked out,
I get that things change,
Time to start a new chapter,
Time to flip the page,

[PRE-CHORUS] X 2

[CHORUS] X 1

So this is my goodbye,
Good,I know and final words,
What I shame all I'm saying,
Will be too late to be heard,

Fall so you can fly,
I know right now it hurts,
But I'm flying away,
Heartbreaks the lesson I learned.