i walks to harry's room. i start knock on his door.
"hi babe" he smile
"dont call me babe" i harsh
"u mad at me? why?" he says
"im not mad ugh im just stress" i says
"why?"
"WHY? my boyfrie is with slutena hoemez rn! my fucking dad cheated!" i scream
"calm down atleast u with me right now" he says he pull me into a hug but i didnt hug him back
"so where are going?" i asks
"i think we're going to dinner then i'll drop u at ur house."
"good, lets go then" i says
the whole ride is silent.. im not in the mood to talk so yeah
"we're here" harry smile. harry open the door for me and i say thankyou. we walks hand in hand. these a lot of paparazzi in here so yeah. it will be a great show right? we walks to our table
"what do you want to order sir?" the waiters asks
"hmm i want cheese burger and coke" harry says
"what about u ma'am?"
"i want lasagna and coke" i smile
"okay" then the waiters walked away.
"what happens last night?" harry asks
"well.. you were drunk and i came to ur room cause u screaming my name. then when i about to go you beg me to stay. so i stay" i give him half smile
"i did that? im so sorry! is justin ok with that?" he asks
"yeah he trusts me so yeah" i smile. then my heart drop when i see justin and slutena make out.. again.. damn damn damn. i think im about to cry
"are you ok?" harry asks
"no" my voice crack. then he hugged me
"do u want to talk about it?" he asks
"i hate seeing my boyfrie with his fake girlfriend" i yell. then i feel everyone staring at me. damn damn damn damn. i could tell justin and selena staring at me. 'help' i mouth harry nodded
"ohh so thats what ur nightmare about? about me and fake girlfriend? cmon babe if i do that im so stupid shh its just a nightmare" he hugged me tighter and kiss my forehead. then everyone stop staring.
"thankyou harry" i whisper
"no problem beautiful" he says as he kiss me but i dont kiss him back
"your order sir" the waiters says
"thanks" harry smile
"lex"
"yeah harry" i smile
"justin staring at u" he said
"so what? i dont really want to talks about him"
"why?" he asks
"its hurts harry. seeing him with someone else" i says
"oh i know how it feels" he frown
"you dont"
"trust me i know. if ure going to ask me why i know because i like you lex. i like you a lot thats why i know how it feels." he says
"im done with this conversation. i gotta go now" i says as i walks away. i walks to bathroom and look at myself in the mirror 'why me' i says to myself then suddenly i heard the door open and i see the one and only slutena hoemez
"oh you" she says
"yeah hi selena" i smile
"stay away from bieber ok! he is my REAL boyfriend" selena says
"WHAT?!?!"
"oh so justin havent tell u yet?" she smirk
"what the fuck gomez" i slap her and walks away. why my life so fucking difficult ugh fml.
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i just got home im so fucking tired then suddenly my phone start ringing. its justin
"hey justin" i says
"dont hey justin" he snap
"what the fuck?"
"why the fuck u slap selena?"
"why? oh she says youre her real boyfriend? what did u expect me to do? smile at her?" i snap
"u can talks to her" he yell
"what the fuck! why you defending her?"
"im not defending her"
"yes u are! FUCK U JUSTIN" i yell as i hung up
why the fuck he defending her she trust her more than he trust me. he didnt get it he didnt know how much i love him! ugh! i hate my life.
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i woke up with a strong arms wrap around my waist.. WAIT WHAT? A STRONG ARMS?!?!?! i turn around and i see justin.
"JUSTIN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I yell
"you dont answering ur phone. i got worried so i come over to check u out." he says
"but u dont have to sleep here" i yell
"i know im sorry. and im sorry about last night too" he says
"i dont know justin"
"cmon zoe. i already break up with her"
"wait what you break up with her?"
"yeah"
"YOU CHEATED ON ME?!?!? SO ALL THE SHIT SELENA SAYS IS TRUE?!?!"
"shit" justin mumble
"GO AWAY JUSTIN! WE'RE DONE I DONT WANT TO SEE UR FUCKING FACE ANYMORE!" I yell
"babe sorry i'll never do that again" he says
i fake cough
"sorry i allergic to bullshit"
"what the fuck zoe"
"dont zoe me! GET THE FUCK OUT FROM MY FUCKING HOUSE! YOU MANWHORE" i yell
"MANWHORE?! AT LEAST I DONT SLEEP WITH SOMEONE ELSE WHEN I HAVE A GF! SLUT" he yell.
"GET THE FUCK OUT FROM MY FUCKING HOUSE!" i says as i slap him. and he walks away.
i cant help but cry who is that. where is my justin? justin that never cheated on me, justin that always sweet to me, justin that called me zoe or babe not slut. i cry harder i cant believe he did that.. i need to get away from this drama i cant do this anymore. i grab a razor and walks to my bathroom and started to cut myself it feel so good but it felt so bad at the same time.. i started crying quietly. my life just ruined my father cheated on my mom, my boyfriend cheated on me.... i cant believe this is happening... then suddenly i heard someone knocks on my door.
"lex are you okay? i heard you and justin yell to eachother" alli says
"yeah im okay" i sob
"no you're not. open the door please. maybe i could help u"
"wait a minute" i says as i clean all my blood. i grab a band aid to cover the scar. i took a deep breathe and open the door. alli attack me with hug as i walks out from the bathroom
"shh dont cry pleasee... you want to tell me what happens?" she whisper
tell her what happened and i cry harder this time
"lex stop crying! he's not even worth it!" she says
"i love him so much" i sob
"but he didnt love u that much" she says
ouch it hurt.. did he even love me? alli rights he's not worth it
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choose me. (justin bieber and harry styles fanfiction)
FanfictionSky Zoey Smith the happy, carefree, famous 19 years old girl. she likes justin bieber but her manager told her to date harry styles and justins manager told him to date selena gomez. Is it going to be okay to see justin kiss selena or it will break...
