State of Mind
Loneliness is supposed to be a state of mind they tell me
Well why do I fell like it's a way of life?
Crowds of people and I feel alone
Could it be that I've gone crazy or reality has finally set in?
I swear I never used to feel this way before
Something in me just died, leaving a shadow of myself behind
Now my only friend is myself, but I still feel as lonely as ever
I'll scream it to the gates of heaven and the vats of hell
"Why do you curse me? What have I done?"
They never answer me
Where do I go now?
Fear is my enemy and darkness is my home
I feel content, but emptiness lurks within me
Loneliness is supposed to be a state of mind they told me
But how come I am the only one who lives it?