Crazy Bitch, Crazy Love

Philaphobia

I ran to the penthouse hoping i wouldn't run into anybody again. I bursted in and i ran to the room. I don't know what i was more freaked out about. Assaulting a skank or running into someone extremely hot! The one thing i knew was that today was horrible. I jumped on my bed and i was letting everything flow through my mind. I started to get a migraine, so i went to find some aleve or something. I found the aleve and i took two. I didn't know what i was going to do. FUCK!

I heard Dylan yell from downstairs, "Hey, Sarah, you okay?" Not really. I didn't say anything hoping he wouldn't try to check on me. Then he walked through the door. He said, "You okay? I heard you rush to your room." It was silent and then he grinned. It was a crooked grin. He said, "Were you waitin' for me to come in, Sarah?" He is a fucking idiot! I stood up and said, "Why would i want to be with you. I want nothing to do with you, you trashy ass man whore!" He started to walk toward me. He said, "C'mon, baby. We both want this. We don't have to tell Becs. It'll be our secret." He took off his shirt. He was in front of me now. I didn't know what to do. I was panicking. I was about to push him and walk out, but then something terrible happened. He kissed me!

I kneed him right in the stomach and pushed him down. I heard him gasping for air. I knocked the wind out of him! I started to run to the door, but he grabbed my foot. I fell straight on the ground, face first. He climbed over me and said, "I like women with a little fight in them." I tried to push him off of me, but i couldn't. He was so strong and he was holding me down. He started to kiss me again. As he was doing it, his body was moving back and forth. I couldn't take it anymore! I bit his lip, but not in a sexual way. I bit his lip so hard it drew blood. He jumped off of me and yelled, "You crazy, psycho bitch! What the fuck did you do?!" I ran out the door and to the elevator. I was rapidly pressing the down button. It was taking forever!

The elevator finally arrived and i ran in. I was so fucking scared. I was rapidly pressing the first floor button. I wasn't sure if Dylan was coming after me, but i would still like to stay on the safe side. The elevator door shut and it was going down. Thank god. It took a while for it to reach the first floor because people kept crowding in. My luck. I reached the 3rd floor and a guy walked in. Oh dear god. It was the same guy from before.

He stood right by me. He didn't notice me at first, but when he looked at me, he said, "Oh, I didn't realize it was you. It's Sierra, right?" Well, he was close. But i said, "It's, Sarah" He looked at me. His eyes were so blue, almost sky blue. He said, "Right, Sarah." There was a little silence and then he said, "I didn't know you lived here. Which floor do u live in?" Should i give this guy my floor number. What do i do? I said, "I live on floor 7. Why?" He said, "Well, if you don't mind, i'd like to restart and pay you a visit. Or we could just grab some coffee." I blushed. I said, "I would love to get some coffee." We exited the elevator and he looked at me again. We both smiled and he said, "You have the prettiest eyes. Do you know that?" I giggled, which i never did before,        and just walked right beside him. Right to the one place i didn't want to go. Starbucks.