Malec one shots

Its going to be okay

WARNING APPROACH WITH CAUTION. SENSITIVE TOPICS AHEAD

Alec had just gotten out of the shower. Magnus made his way into the bathroom to put on makeup before they went on their date. On his way in he noticed something on the ground.
"Is that blood? Whatever." With a snap of his fingers it was cleaned up. After that he thought nothing of it. On the other part of the apartment Alec was in the bedroom getting ready. He looked down at his wrist and starred at the faint, thin scars. Also the new mark. "Thankfully it stopped bleeding in the shower. I guess I better heal this one. I dont want him to see it. But I don't deserve to be healed. I'm not good enough for him. He deserves better. I'm just a useless piece of shut that nobody cares about." He thought to himself. Nobody knew about his depression. Nobody knew about the cutting. Nobody heard the horrible thoughts in his head. Nobody k ew how much he wanted death. Nobody knew that the only reason he was still here was because of Magnus. Magnus was his reason to live. He used his healing rune to get rid of the cut on his wrist.
Alec your pathetic. Your stupid. Your a coward. Your ugly. Your a horrible person. You base your entire existence off of one person. Your a disgusting gay. Thats all you are. What does Magnus see in you. He's just here because he feels sorry for you. Sorry because you've never been with anyone. Your just one of the 17,000 people he's been with. You mean nothing to him.
"Alec are you ready to go?" Magnus yelled.
"Yeah I'm coming!"
One that date all of those horrible thoughts seemed to disappear. Magnus was his same place. Where he felt loved. One of the few times he didn't feel completely useless. The only time he was truly happy.
One week later.
Again Magnus found what looked like blood outside of the bathroom. Maybe Alec knows why it's there. As he walked into their bedroom Alec was facing The other way and was shirtless but had something wrapped around his wrist. He put a dark green long sleeve shirt trying to cover it. Alec turned around and was surprised to see Magnus standing the.
"Magnus. I uh... I didn't see you there."
"Are you ok? What was that on your arm?"
"Its nothing I'm fine."
Magnus sis not take this as an answer. He used his magic to put him to sleep on the bed. He rolled up he sleeve and removed the bandage. Halfway up his wrist there was a deep cut. Tears started to form in his eyes.
By the angel. How long has he been doing this?
As Magnus looked at Alecs other wrist he saw tons of very faint scars.
Poor Alexander. This is my fault. I didn't see that anything was wrong. Itssomething I should have noticed.
Alec finally started to wake. Once he did said Magnus asked "Why do you do it?"
"I don't know what your talking about"
"Yes you do. You know exactly what I'm talking about."
He was right. Alec knew exactly what he was talking about. He thought Magnus was going to leave him because he thought he was a worthless piece of shit that meant nothing. But no. That's not what Magnus did. He hugged him like he would never be able to see him again. Alec stood there for a second then started to cry into his boyfriends shoulder.
"Alec listen to me. Its going to be ok. Ill help you through this but you need to talk to me."
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be. I'm the one that's sorry. Sorry that I didn't realize before."
The two talked for a while. Alec opened up to Magnus and Magnus tried to understand what he was going through. He hayed seeing his boyfriend like this. He wanted to help him. Save him, love him, and make him happy again.