Hey again!
Soo I have this friend...she's cool but idk I feel like I should leave but I want to stay...we used to be every single day but not anymore. And that's okey but I feel like I've done so much for her, I've been there even though a part of me wants to leave, not bc she's not kind or anything it's
Just me, it's always me :(Idk It's hard to explain the feeling I feel when I see her... I feel like she doesn't listen to me... idk what to think.
(Lol this is why u do not want a Pisces sun and a Sagittarius moon together bc bad mix)
But I do love her she's so sweet but I get weird vibes around her....but I haven't told her yet bc I don't want her to leave but still I want to leave? I'm confused af
Ik I'll probably grow old with her but it doesn't feel right, right now. It feels wrong..like we shouldn't be friends...but I do believe that everything happens for a reason but why did this happen? To make me stronger? Believe in my dreams? Or to make me suffer from confusion? lol probably not that now tho but u know.
Okey so I wrote that 👆🏻 a while ago and now me and this friend aren't friends anymore bc I told her how I felt. She was not being a good friend, she was ignoring me all the time but blind as I am I forgave her and then she did the same shit again but then I told her a second time how I felt. but nothing happened so I decided to stop our friendship, so I did and I'm much happier now I think
Idk one part of me still misses her.
U live and u learn, I learned that even your best friend can be the bad guy so pick your friend wisely! 💗