Your pov.
I woke up crying. I can't believe it tears from my past and i swore not to cry or remember.
"Hey your finally awake" Ash said.
"Get out!" i told him.
"No" he said.
"Fine then" i said and started to get up slowly from the bed.
"Hey you can't do that" he told me.
"I...i don't...care" i said and as i started to walk a little i feel. And somebody grabbed me. I looked and saw Ash i rolled my eyes.
"Hey you should be careful" Ash said.
"This doesn't make you an angel" i said.
"Your not even an angel either (y/n) you can't even fly" he said.
"What's that suppose to mean!" i shouted to him.
"Ugh...well you see..." he said.
"Get out and leave me alone!" i shouted at him.
"B...but..." he shuddered.
"This is all your fault the reason im in this hospital, i remembered my past everything I didn't want to be in or remember get out!!" i shouted at him crying. I saw him leave and saw Liz and pikachuette enter.
I cried harder.
"I hate him!" i shouted "i need to leave" i said and called the nurse. I saw the nurse come in and help me up.
"Can i help you miss?!" she asked me.
"I want to leave now please" i said.
"Right away miss ill bring you your clothes so you can change"she said and brought me my clothes.
"Thank you" i said and when she left i started to change. When I was done I walked out of the room and out of the hospital. I saw Ash and the guys looking at me and i just scolded them and and kept walking.
I started to cry a little and remembered the entire conversation. I just stood there with my eyes wide i started to cry more.
"S...she actually loved me it...wasn't her fault...she...tired to...do something...b...but couldn't...she got hit and all for me" i whispered.
"Who are you talking about" they all asked in usion. I turned around and they all gasped when they saw my eyes. My eyes where full of sadness, pain and hate/ anger.
"Just leave me alone" i said and walked away.
"Your part of our family now we can't leave you alone" Clemont said.
My hands turned into fists and i walked back to them and pushed clemont down to the floor.
"Don't ever say or speak of family again you got it!" i said.
"Y...yes....." he said with fear.
"Hey what's wrong with you, you can't treat us like this" Sarina said.
"Listen if you lived how i am or lived my past you wouldn't be talking, i hate all of you now just leave me alone" i said.
"No" Ash said.
"Tch..." i looked at Liz and she nodded. I kept walking and heard Ash scream in pain. I stopped and turned to see Ash. Liz came running back to me and she nodded. I kept walking without looking back.
I kept on crying but i didn't want too. He tires to do everything so i can tell him so he can understand me but no one will ever understand me. No one will.
"I'm caught up in your expectations
You try to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me
You're wanting me to show more interest
To always keep a big bright smile
But everyday i fail to impress
And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And every day you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms
Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down
And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Can't you see
How I cry for help
Сause you should love me
Just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't
Save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
My silent scream" i sang while walking. This song really spoke to me.
"W...wow..."
I turned around to see who it was and it was Ash. I looked at him in shock he had tears running down his checks.
"I...is...t...this...h...how...y...you...a...actually...f...feel...?" he asked me.
I put my hands on his checks and wiped away his tears. Then he hugged me again but this time tighter as if he didn't want to let me go.
"A...ash you shouldn't cry for me...nobody should..." i said while trying not to cry.
"I care about you more than anybody else please tell me everything so i can understand you!" he told me.
My eyes widened at what he said.
"S...somebody actually cares about me...?!" i said.
"Yes i care about you now please tell me" he said still hugging me.
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My own Adventure: Ash x reader
Fanfiction(y/n) was abandoned by her family at a very young age. (y/n) did everything she could to survive. One day she ran into a pokemon. They both got along quickly and together they survived. One day (y/n) and her pokemon do their usual thing. And bump in...
