The Moon and Me

Chapter 1: Unexpectedly Moon

I met this guy in an unexpected way.
Where things are weary, the feelings are blurry.

Moon was my classmate when i was in my 3rd year in highschool. We're not that close to each other, so we're not friend way back then, others might see us often as enemies. From teasing each other, that I've got used to hate him everyday.

But then years have passed, things might changed, people might changed too.

At the present time, I am now working at an international company. Not so big but can make an income enough for my travel ventures. Anyway years passed and here I am struggling in a life of being alone/single. I didn't literally said that the world "alone" is that I'm the only person in this world. What I mean is that I'm single, and having no attachment with other guys.

Yeah, I'm single but that's not mean that I haven't have any one boyfriend in my whole existence on this earth. I've been through a lot of heart aches for five times, but it doesn't hurt anymore because I've learned from it and used to have a single life for now.

It's not lonely, actually it's a soulful life that you can have when you're single. You can have your freedom from everything.

Freedom of having problems and stress, that caused of you're arguments. Freedom of having one mind, that no one is controlling you from doing the things that you've like. Freedom of living without earning and taking expenses for others, so that you can have his/her happiness. Freedom of having heart broken from unfinished business which is love. Freedom from the thinking and gossips of other people about your own life. Freedom for loving and owning your heart and your soul, that was lost because of making his/her life as your world.

This is the life that I'm enjoying and living now. My world we're in, I only include my families, friends, and I, myself.

Best things in life are free. For now and living my life to the fullest. Just doing my stuffs with my friends, the social life and the boring life. Where in all that I've felt are neutral.

Until one day, suddenly and unexpectedly this man came into my life.

It starts with this chat message in IG. A message from someone from my past that I've never thought that he would notice without doing anything.

At first it feels like a weird thing, that he will just say hello, saying it's been a long time, saying how are you?, and reminiscing our past days in highschool. I really don't feel anything at him at that time. Because even though I knew him before he was just one of the new person that I'm getting to know in the new chapter of my life.

Time passed by and somehow, i let things go with the flow.