"YO Emily! Wanna play some BO2?" My brother Jason asks as he come in my room. I look at him from my computer setup. I smile. "Sure, so I can kick your ass!" I laugh. Jason chuckles and sighs. "Probably, but at least let's have some fun." I giggle and nod. "Go get on... Maybe we can have some of the FaZe members play with us?"I ask. Jason shrugs and nods. He goes to his computer and sends me a Skype invite. I join and we talk for like 2 minutes as he sends invites to Apex, Rain and Adapt. Rain joins straight away and smiles at us. "Hey guys!" He laughs. We all laugh with him and Adapt joins the party. "Who is ready to hit some stinkers?" He laughs. We all Burst out laughing. "Where is Apex?" I ask feeling sad that my best friend isn't here yet. "He is coming he texted me saying that he just got out of the shower and his mom had him run to the store to get some groceries." Jason says. I nod. We wait for him, talking about music. "So when are you guys leaving to visit the house?" Rain asks. "We are leaving friday."I say. He nods. "Guys I made it!" Apex joins the call with a tank top on. I blush seeing his nice arms. I shake the thought out and smile at him. "Hey Apec." He smiles at me. "Hey emmy..." He laughs and we start playing. We ended up recording a video for Apex's channel. "Emily wanna go get some Chipotle?" Jason asks. "If you do make sure you send me some!" Apex laughs. I chuckle, "Sure when are we going?" I ask. Jason shrugs, "we can go now if you want." I nod and say by to the guys. I grab my hoodie and go to Jason's room. He is getting his shoes on and grabs his keys. I smile at him and we say by to out grandparents. My phone vibrates as we are driving and I look down to see a snap chat from Apex. I blush and open it.
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I smile at faze baby. He is so cute. But so I'd Apex... wait what. I shake my head and send a picture of me and Jason. He opens it and doesn't reply so I assume he is busy. I listen to the song that Jason is playing and it is Sugar we'regoing down by Fall Out Boy. I sing along and Jason does while laughing. We get to Chipotle and order our food. We sit down in a booth and talk. "Two more days!" Jason cheers. I laugh and nod. "I'm excited...I just wish Apex would be there. I haven't seen him in forever...he is my best friend... I miss him." I try not to cry. Jason nods, "I know but at least when they get the LA house we will be living with them. They said there is enogh room if we want." He says smiling sadly at me. I nod, "I know I just like our house right now and I don't want to leave grandma and grandpa... and what about Alexis?" I say. Jason sighs, " I know I love it here too. But we need to get out of their hair sooner or later and the guys said it'd okay if Alexis comes with us." He smiles, I sigh and nod. Then I start thinking about it more. If I do move in with the guys, at leat I'll be able to be around Apex more. I nod, "Yeah it does sound like a good idea..." Jason nods excitingly. We finish eating and go home. Since it is already 2:00 am I decided to try face timing Apex. It rings about twice and he picks up. The picture pops up and he is looking up at his tv with his phone on him. "Hey Apec" I say He looks down and smiles. "Hey.... you going to sleep?" He asks. I nod. "Yeah I still have some more to pack for friday." He nods and sighs. "I wish I could be there." I nod. "How has your depression been? Do you still take medicine for it or is it better now?" He asks concerned. Apex and my brother are the only ones that know about my depression and anxiety. Apex deals with the same things and Jev also does. Rain does too but he doesn't really like to talk about it. I nod. "Yeah it's getting better... you have helped me a lot with the stress and the panic attacks..." He smiles at me sadly. "I could use on eof your hugs right now..." I say blushing. He blushes and smiles. "I could use one of yours right now too." He chuckles with red cheeks. "I'm tired... I think I'm going to go to bed." I say and lay my head down. Apex nods. "Do you want me to stay on or are you going to turn your phone off?" He asks. "Stay on please.... can you play some music?" I ask. He nods and turns on some Twenty One Pilots. He knows me so well. That is our favorite band/artist to listen too besides Drake. I rest my head on my pillow, with my phone propped up so we can still see eachother. "Thank you for everything." I say before i finally fall asleep. His smile is the last thing I see before my eyes close and I'm in a deep sleep.
