FaZe Me

feelings and shopping

EMILY'S POV

I blush and look down. "Is this a prank? A dare? Where is the camera?" I ask feeling confused. He looks at me smiling. "It's not a prank or anything, there is no camera, I...I don't know why but something about you makes me go crazy... like I could do anything in the world and not get hurt." He looks at me then my lips. I blush and feel myself leaning in. He leans in too and soon our lips touch. He grabs the back of my neck and deepens the kiss. He smiles In the kiss and I smile as well. We ate cut off by the door being knocked on and opened. Jev and Rain come in and ask us if we want to go to the mall tomorrow. We both agree and Jev looks at us weird since we are still close together. "Uhhh... is anything going on here?" He asks. Apex looks at me and sighs. "I'm sorry Jev I have feelings for your sister." Jev's eyes widen as he sighs. I feel nervous as he looks at me. "I'm guessing you return the feelings?" He asks and sits down at my feet. I blush and nod looking down at my hands which are being held by Apex's. Jev smiles at me when I look up at him. "I hope you know I'm not mad... I'm just really suprised that you guys just admitted that... I'm completely fine with you guys being together.... that's actually great because you guys are already best friends and so are we." He looks at Apex and pats his shoulder. "Just please don't hurt her.... I hate her being sad... it's obvious that you lift her depression so.... thank you... I remember how depressed she was when our mom and dad left... you were there right?" Apex nods, "Yeah I definitely won't let that happen again..." He kisses my head. Jev smiles and gets up, "Well you should get some sleep because Rain wants to leave tomorrow around 9 in the morning since the mall doesn't open until 11 and it's an hour drive so we will get something to eat while we are out there." He pats my head and fist bump Apex. When he leaves I hear Apex sigh. I look up at him and his eyes are closed with his head leaned against the wall. "Are you okay?" I ask him, he looks down smiling at me. "Never been better." He kisses my hand that he is holding. I blush at the sudden affection and put my head on his lap. I end up falling asleep like that and Apex keeps running his hands through my hair.

-Morning-

I wake up and Apex is still sleeping with his body laying on his side as my head is on his lap that is bent out. I lift my head up and he groans and stretche. I smile and put a hand on his cheek. He smiles and one eye opens. "Good morning handsome."He blushes and smiles. He grabs my hand that is resting on his cheek and kisses it. I smile and pull away, I stand up and get clothes out of my bag. He continues to lay on his bed watching me. I blush when I see he is checking me out. "I'm gonna get in the shower... it's 7:30 in the morning and you should take one too before we leave." He nods and sits up. He gets up, stretching and goes to his closet. "I'm gonna take on after you so hurry up." He kisses my cheek and I go to the bathroom. I get in the shower smiling to myself, thinking about how lucky I am to have someone like Apex.

When I get out of the shower, Apex is sitting at his setup on twitter. I smile and wrap my arms around his neck from behind. He kisses my forearm and puts his hands on them. "What you looking at?" I ask un wrapping myself from him. I sit on his bed and he spins around in his chair. He shrugs and gets up. He grabs his clothes and his phone, "I'm getting in the shower... you should go make sure Jev and Nordan are awake." He smiles at me then goes to the bathroom, shutting the door. I sigh and go downstairs, seeing Jev laying on the couch on his phone scrolling through instagram. "Hey Jev." I sit on the couch next to his feet. He looks uo at me and smiles. He sits up and closes his phone, dropping it on his lap and stretching his arms up. "Nordan just got in the shower and I already took one... what is Apex doing?" He asks looking at me. "He just got in the shower as well." He nods and grabs his phone, looking at the screen and laughing. "Alexis said to text her because she misses you." I chuckle and nod, opening my messages app ok my phone. 'Hey' I text her. Not even a minute later she texts back, 'Hey I miss you.' I sigh and text, 'miss you too... I have a lot of good news to tell you when we get back.' I lock my phone and go to the kitchen to get a drink. I pour myself a drink of water and sit at the table. "I'm excited to go to the mall... I need some more swaggy clothes." Nordan comes in laughing, I laugh with him and smile when I see Apex come down the stairs and go to the living room. He plops onto the couch and leans his head back. I get up and walk up to him and smile down at his face that is looking up at the ceiling. He smiles back, I lean down and kiss his forehead. He blushes and looks foward, patting the spot next to him. I smile and walk around curling up next to him. He puts his arm around my waist and rubs my arm. I feel my eyes get droopy so I sit up, not wanting to fall asleep. He smiles at me when I look at him. "We should get some matching joggers and stuff." I say as the thought pops up. I thought of it while I was rubbing little shapes on his lap. He nods, "that would be cool." He grabs my hand that is sitting on his lap and brings it up to his lips, keeping them rested on my hand for a while. I blush at the affection and lean on him. "Are you lovebirds ready?" Nordan sks as he comes in the room smiling at us. I nod and get up Apex gets up as well and grabs his phone off of the couch. "Let's go!" Jev yells coming into the room. We laugh and Apex grabs my hand gently pulling it into his to interlace our fingers.