Weeks After

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It was 3 weeks after what happened at Kalel and Anthony's wedding. The supposedly "happy" couple, weren't talking. Kalel was angry at Anthony for loving Ian. She couldn't face him without tearing up.

"When did you realize that you loved him...?" Kalel asked Anthony angrily.

"I-I I don't know! Can we not talk about that Kalel!" Anthony yelled

"Anthony! We need to talk about this okay! You said that you loved him! At our wedding! Do you realize how much you hurt me when you said that!"Kalel screamed back

"Just fuck off!" Anthony cried as he knocked down a lamp, the lamp shattered as it reached the floor. Anthony then walked out and slammed the front door.

Kalel ran to the door and yelled for Anthony but he just kept walking away.

An hour later Anthony found himself at a bus stop. He tried to text Ian but he wouldn't answer, so he decided to take a bus to his house and see how he was. Suddenly 2 teenage girls arrived, they were about 16 or 17. One of the 2 girls recognized Anthony.

"OMG! You're Anthony Padilla! You do those funny videos with that other weird guy!"she said.

"Yeah I am... And his name is Ian and he is not weird..." Anthony's voice trailed off

"Well whatever,who cares!" The other teen squealed

"Well guess what bitch,I care okay. My bus is here. Bye." Anthony said sternly as he walked onto his bus.

*Ian's POV*

It has been weeks since I last saw Anthony. It has been weeks since I told him that I love him. It has been weeks since I did anything productive. All I have been doing is lying in my bed and crying. I should've never told him I love him. I knew he would never love me back. all those times I thought of telling him, when we were shooting lunchtime with smosh, before he left for japan.

But that one day while Anthony was in Japan, it seemed That he had texted me.

"Hey, did you see me and Kalel's vlog!!!!!" The text read

"Lol nope. Why?" Ian replied

"Just go see it!!!!!!" Anthony said

Ian then went on youtube and typed in Kalel and Anthony's youtube name and clicked on their recent vlog titled "a romantic day in japan" then about 7 minutes in Anthony placed down the camera and brought out a tiny box and then proposed to her. Tears filled Ian's eyes, he couldn't finish watching the video.

Now i regret not telling Anthony that i loved him. Now I bet they are cuddling or having intercourse. The thought made me sick, he wanted Anthony to himself. He wants to cuddle with him. He wants to be hugged by him. Ian got up from his bed and went to the kitchen, he sat down at the table where they usually film lunchtime. Ian smiled, one of the first smiles in weeks. Ian thought about all the times they spent together how everyone shipped us. We would read the fan fictions our fans sent us. Anthony thought it was disgusting, yet I actually quite enjoyed it.

'Your a bad person, you ruined their wedding. Anthony will never love you'

There it was. The voice in my head was always there since I was a child. It always tells me what other people are thinking, I call him David. I don't know why I chose to call him that. It just stuck.

'You'll never be loved why don't you do everyone a favour and go kill yourself' David said.

Tears filled my eyes, the voice is right. I should kill myself, no one will miss me.

I got up and opened the drawer where I keep all my utensils. I grabbed a knife and sat down, I pulled up my sleeve and stared at my naked wrist.

'Do it, all you want is the attention' David told me

I took the knife to my wrist. I started to cry, the tears streamed down my chin. The blood slowly trickled down my arm. Then I heard a knock on the door.

I put down the knife now filled with blood, and carefully pulled up my sleeve. I wiped away my tears and opened the door. It was Anthony.

"Anthony I-"

Suddenly he put his hands on my jaw and placed his lips on mine. The kiss was long, passionate, beautiful. He then broke the kiss and said

"Ian Hecox, I love you"

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