Maybe there was a reason behind it.

The morning after...

Not long after I woke up, I got dressed to go up to breakfast, quickly noticing that everyone in my dorm had already gotten dressed and they were all ready to leave but they were just waiting on one more person, of course, that wasn't me, they all left and I was left alone in my silent dorm, sitting on my bed half dressed wondering how long this was going to last.

I pull myself up and continue getting dressed as I stop to the sound of my phone vibrating under my pillow. I go to look at the message as I unconsciously check the time and i quickly find myself rushing out the door without reading the message and dying of curiosity of who it's from as I sit down to a table full of guys since the girls in my dorm all stood up and left as I was walking through the main door.

All of them are so quite, I jump up slightly when I notice Richard, who's only a DayPupil therefor not meant to be in by this time in the morning, I've always gotten along quite well with the guys in my year so I mention it, "wait. why on Earth are you here" I say without noticing how rude it sounds until he actually looks as me with an almost scared face, "my mum couldn't drive me any later today, she had work to do" I simply nod as he walks off the table with a few more guys following him.

There's only a few more people left on the table and I had already almost finished my breakfast so I stoop up as I nodded at them to say goodbye. As I walk down the 'dinning hall' I notice a few people stare because I was by myself when I'm usually with my whole dorm but it honestly didn't bother me, not even one bit.

When I got back to my dorm I said hello and simply waiting for a reply that never came, as I sat down in my undone bed, I looked over at my table and noticed a pice of paper from one of my friends which is in a differed house from me, the message read "Oii when you can, come down to Hp I've no one to hang with -Saidie". I left it there as I went to do my bed which reminds me about my phone and the unread message that was still showing on my screen.

" You have a message from John Patterson - 'Hey!' "

A simple "Oh!" slips out of my mouth, quite enough for no one in my dorm to notice, I quickly reply back with a plane "Hey".

As soon as I'm done doing my bed and slightly tidying up my area, I grab my jacket which is sitting on my chair and my phone laying on the schools pink bedsheets as I almost storm out of the room still frustrated about the fact that EVERYONE was ignoring me for no damn fucking reason.

I walk towards Hp (Holly park, one of the houses in the school) as I see John's friends walking towards my direction, not necessarily to me, but the direction I was walking against, as they're walking past me I catch two of them staring at me, which makes me turn my head to the other direction so they couldn't see my cheeks maturing into fresh pink roses.

Once I get to Hp I walk straight up to Saidie's room, she's laying on her bed eating sweets as per usual, I don't understand how she eats so much yet she's still so skinny, I wish I was like that. I sit on the end of her bed as I check if John has replied to my message, this must be like the 58th time I check it I swear, I hadn't ever used Facebook much so I wasn't too aware of how it all worked so I just casually asked Saidie about it "Oi, how can you see if someone's seen your message on Facebook?", she asks to see my phone to see if said person has seen the message and sees that the individual I was so robotically talking about was John, which made her question me why I cared if he had seen my message and just replying with a little lie, "Oh I was just wondering in general, this is just an example" I mean you know the saying 'A little lie never killed anyone', she simply nodded as she adds;
"You do know he's dating Lauren right?"
"Oh yeh yeh yeh, I know I know" Maybe I went a little overboard with that... she nods and my knowledge of the situation and let's a little smirk escape her mouth.

John hadn't read my message which made me quite hesitant about the whole subject placing loads of lost questions in my, un yet discovered anxious mind.

"Was that messages even meant for me?"
"Does he hate me for punching his nose?"
"DO I LIKE HIM??"
"DOES HE LIKE ME????"
"Am I fooling myself..?"
"Is this all a big miss understanding?"
"Is this whole situation worth my time?"
"Why am I questioning this?"
"Does he still like Lauren?"
"Does Lauren even like him anyway??"
"Are they over but people don't know yet?"

"Okay STOOPPPP" I shouted inside my head to make all the questions stop, they were honestly giving me a headache!