Chapter 1: Glimpse Of Yesterday

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All I can see is dark. I don't even know where I am. This dark place is embracing me. Its making me shudder. Why do I feel alone? Is it me that making myself lonely? Or the past that keeps holding me?

Suddenly, I found myself crying. My heart beat goes faster and faster. My sweats are dripping off from my face. All I can hear are screams.

Sigaw ng paghihinagpis. Sigaw ng mga pasakit at puno ng lungkot.

Unti-unting lumitaw ang mga bagay at tao sa aking harapan. Noong una ay hindi ko masyado maaninag. Nang makita ko ang mukha ng babaeng hinahawakan ng dalawang lalaki, bigla na lang akong nanlumo. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko sa mga oras na yun.

It was my mother. Her body was almost covered with blood. She had many scratch and it resulted to some bloody wound.

I wanted to run to her and kill those two fucking mens.

Patuloy siyang binubugbog ng dalawang lalaki. Ni hindi man lang nagkaroon ng konting awa at habag. Hindi ko alam kong anong magagawa ko sa oras na makalapit ako sa mga bumubugbog sa kaniya. She screamed again because of the pain she was feeling.

Damn! Gusto kong kumampi kay kamatayan at sunduin ang mga walang pusong gumagawa niyon sa kaniya.

Mas lalong bumuhos ang mga luha sa aking mga mata. Patuloy na sumisikip ang aking dibdib. Wala akong magawa kung hindi ang tingnan lamang ang aking ina na naghihinagpis doon sa kamay ng dalawang lalake.

Biglang umalis ang isang lalaki at pagbalik nito ay may dala na itong baril. Its a pistol gun!

Fuck! What the fucking fuck????

What will they do to my mother?
No! Fucking no!!!
This is freaking not happening...

Gusto kong sugudin ang mga lalaking yun kaya lang parang may kung anong harang ang nakapagitan sa amin ng mommy ko. Hindi ako makagalaw. Parang wala akong magagawa. I'd tried my best to break the freaking wall but it was too late.

Umalingawngaw ang isang putok ng baril sa kasunod nito ang pagluwa ng dugo ni mommy.

She looked me straight in the eyes. Then I saw her mouth moved. She's saying something. I wanna here those words. Those last words from my beloved mom.

Napuno ng mga luha ang mukha ko. I failed to save her.

Maya maya'y isang palahaw na nanaman ang aking narinig.

No! It Couldn't be!!

Nag-iba ang imahe sa aking harapan at napalitan ito ng medyo madilim na kailawan. I tried to gaze the person and then it was my sister.

Savaanah! Damn!

Dalawang lalaki ang pumasok sa kwarto at pilit na pinapahiga si Sav. They pushed her towards the couch and one of the boys gripped her two hands.

Ang bababoy nila! Mga wala silang awa. Anong magagawa ko? Pwede bang may magawa ako sa sitwasyon na 'to? I felt helpless, and so was my sister.

Patuloy na umaagos ang luha mula sa kaniyang mata. Sinubukan niyang lumaban pero wala siyang magawa. Wala rin akong magawa.

Nakita ko kung paano siya sinaktan at ginahasa.

Gusto kong pumatay. Gustong gusto kong pumatay. I'm sorry Sav, I failed to save you.

Hinugot ng lalaki ang baril mula sa kaniyang pantalon at ....

"NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!"

Napabalikwas ako sa kama. Tumatagatak ang aking pawis at may bakas ng pagluha sa aking mga mata.

I've dreamt it again.
Ayoko na yung makita pa ulit. Ayoko na!

Mga yabag ng paa ang sunod kong narinig. Pumihit ang seradura ng pinto at iniluwa nito si Aunt Denise.

"Hey Van, are you okay?" she asked worriedly

"Yes Aunt Denise. Its just a nightmare."

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"Ivaana! Hurry up... we're running late for our flight!" Aunt denise screamed.

"Coming..." I shouted back... tss
I put some lipgloss before grabbing my things and left the room. I hurriedly went down the stairs. Bago pa'ko makalabas ng main door, tiningnan ko muna ang kabuuan ng aming bahay lalo na ang aking kwarto. Sigurado mamimiss ko 'to 'pag nakarating na kami ng Pilipinas. That will be my first time there. I was born in South Korea because my mom is half korean. My dad is Fil-Am and I'm a mixture of three nationalities. Ang daming magagandang alaala sa bahay na 'to. I wish this wouldn't be my last moment here. I'll comeback here when I'm ready, again. Phew...

Nabalik ako sa katinuan nang marinig ko si Aunt Denise na nagsisisigaw... Ugh! Inirapan ko na lang siya.

"Ivaana! Yung totoo? May balak ka bang umalis?" she screamed..

Yeah.. yeah she's horrible.

"Tss.. fine! Fine! Aunt Denise" at tuluyan na akong lumabas ng bahay.

Pumasok na'ko sa sasakyan at ipinasok na rin ang gamit ko. Ipinasak ko ang earphones sa magkabilang tenga ko at isinandal ang aking ulo sa windshield habang nakatitig lang sa mga punong nadadaanan namin.

Pabagsak na sana ang talukap ng mga mata ko ng biglang mag-vibrate ang phone ko. Hmmmm... what made him call? I hurriedly pressed the answer button.

"Yes dad?" bungad kong tanong sa kaniya.
"Well, where are you right now?" he asked. Did he just call to ask me if where I am right now?

"Currently going to the airport. Why?" I asked back.

"Hmmm... have a safe trip!" he said... Seriously? Ugh! Hindi siya tumatawag 'pag hindi seryoso ang sasabihin niya.. Tch!

"Arraseo." sambit ko. He understands korean because he also stayed in Korea and mom and him got married there.

"And one more thing..." sabi niya. Narinig kong nagpakawala siya ng malalim na hininga.

"Make sure that you can and you will end this as soon as possible." dagdag pa niya. Tss.. sinasabi ko na eh, hindi lang yun ang itinawag niya.

"I will. Bye!" I answered.
Pipindutin ko na sana ang end button ng magsalita pa siya.

"Wait! When you get there, I will jusy send you the data that you can use to find him." he said in a serious tone.

"Okay. Are you still there in Korea?" I asked out.

Shit! Why did I asked him like that? Tss.. he loathe questions.

"Yeah. Why?" he answered back.
"Nothing, bye." I said then pressed the end call button.

My dad is a threat in our family. He always said that he's the ruler. Psh! Curse that old nick ruler! Kung hindi lang talaga namatay si mom at si Sav, hindi ko talaga gagawin 'to. But I can't just let them die without bringing back the justice. I'll make those fucking people pay for what they've done.

After several minutes, nakarating na kami ng airport. I wish that things will bare with me so that I could easily rip the throat of the people who killed my only family. My dad was never part of my so-called family. He's no use. Puro mafia lang ang inaatupag niya. Yes, he's supportive when it comes to our financial needs but that's not enough!

For now, I'm just gonna focus on this mission or my sweet revenge!

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A/N: Waahhh!! Annyeong!.. mianhae.. lame bah? Pasensya na poh sa chapter 1. Bawi na lang ako sa sunod. Sa next chapter pa malalaman ang full name ng bida ko. Hehehe its Jennie of balckpink? Who are blackpink's stan there? Wiieehh.. kaway kaway kayo.. ahaha.. haba kasi ng name niya. Okay. Shut up na'ko xD.

Thank you nga pala sa nagbabasa nito. Kung may nagbabasa xD lols. This is my first story so help me if may mga grammatical or typographical errors heheheh.. Im a kpop fan huehuehu.. bye.!

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Komawooooo ~~~ ♥

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