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''What if I Didn't?''

   The house shook violently as everyone held onto something, this was it, he closes his eyes tightly and bites his lower lip. The hair of his neck pricks up as he holds onto his little sister, her face burried into his shoulder, she was crying but he held back his tears the best he could, knowing it would scare her more

''Its going to be ok'' he responded softly, in a whisper tone, but loud enough for her to hear, everyone tried to stay quiet but the loud screams of people buring and running, trying to last their last goodbyes to their family over came them all. 

It was late Kzisia, which was as you'd know late august. No one had seen it comming, but the world was ending, crumbling apart in front of everyones eyes. Everything everyone had ever known was soon to be gone, his heart felt empty, his grandfather had just a few minuets ago had a heart attack while his grandmother went into a stroke, all on his birthday. His name was Junis (June-Is)

He held onto his little sister firmly, kneeling down, allowing her to get a better grip, the world shook violently outside and inside causing street lights to fall down onto houses, avalanches, the tallest of skyscrapes to come tumbling down, and even causing nucelear explosions. 

He knew this was the end, but he felt like he's done this, almost seen this before. It didnt help him though, the fear was still in him, and it kept growing and growing, comtemplating suicide at most times, even confessing his sins, but he understood his little sister needed him the most. Mother and father went out early morning to go grocery shopping, by now, the grocery store could not support its self and came down on everyone in it. 

Slowly, but soon in a fast moving pace, the earth was impacted, large black dustclouds bellowed above causing strong winds to blow down remaining tall buildings, apartment complexes, threatening to cause winters so cold, so bad, anyone who'd survive would be dead. Meteors shot out of the sky faster than bullets from a gun, with the flaming and loud seering sounds as they broke through the atmosphere, Everyone lets go, and puts their hands over their ears, except for his little sister, Acai. 

In the world they lived in, her name stood for hope, peace, and the demolishment of death and war. She was very short and had curly black hair, she wore a white and light pink dress, and had chubby cheeks, almost resembling her older brother, but he was tall, slender, had jet black hair and was curly, Junis always wore a dumb deep blue hoody, he didnt care, it made him feel at home. he puts his hands over her ears to prevent damage, not caring for his own hearing now, all that mattered was acai was safe. He grabs her firmly and moves her into her lap, trying to dry her cold tears, sorrow filled him, every terrible motion did.

He was going to lose this. He was never going to have a family, have kids, see his little sister grow up, never be able to play dress up with her, never apologize to his friends, or his family. he wanted to apologize. For all those times he was a jerk, blew someone off, made someone cry. he didnt want to die knowing people hated him, or where mad at him for something. The feeling bellowed up inside of time causing him to cry, he hugs acai softly and the two cry together

With a seering roar everything went silent. He was no longer holding acai, he could no longer see or hear, he was in peace.

He was dead

He has been dead

Its all been in his head

The whole time, he was dead, thinking of what he should of done, he would of been there with his little sister in his last moments, time to think of her, cherish her, cry together, see his family even if it was in despair; but he couldn't.

After First hearing the news he suicided. 

He couldn't handle the feeling, the feeling of the world ending. he didnt want to see it.

he couldnt take it