Everyday after school Jason would come over and we would do homework and talk for hours at a time. I never really got to know Jason much. Like he’s been my best friend longer than I’ve known Malvin but when I started dating Malvin I spent a lot of time with him and even when I was with Jason all I talked about was Malvin. I don’t know how he could stand his mate talking about another guy 24/7.
While we were talking one of the days I guess I started to look a bit sad because he stopped talking and lifted me onto his lap. I rested my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. I was actually really happy, just tired. He looked down and I could feel his sadness.
“Jason baby please don’t be sad,” I pleaded. “I’m fine.”
“No you’re not your sad and I never want my mate to be sad if I’m alive. I know you want Malvin and you miss him. I’m sorry I’m not him and I can’t make you happy.” He stated sadly.
“Jason NO!!!” I screeched. “You’re better than him you always have been and you always will be. If you want truth I can tell you that I don’t miss him at all. I’m angry that he was so cold hearted but that is it. I have always had large a part of me that wished you were my mate but I’ve always been smart enough to realize that you’re too amazing for me.” I said quickly. He looked up at me and I could slowly see the sadness leave his face.
“Lis I love you so much I can’t even explain it. I want you to be in my life forever because you make me happy. To me you are the most perfect girl. When your birthday happens tomorrow you’ll feel it too. “ he stated looking excited.
“Jason don’t you see? I started to be pulled to you like three weeks ago! I had no idea what was going on..” When I looked up at him he was staring at me intently. “What?” I asked getting worried. The rapidly forming hard on against my butt told me exactly what. I turned so I was straddling him and I smirked. His eyes darkened and a sexy growl came out as he started rubbing my thighs with his hands. I moaned and it must have triggered something because he went crazy.
He got up with me on his lap and brought me to my bed. He flipped us so I was on the bed and he was hovering over me. He pressed into me and when he shifted he rubbed against my soft spot. I growled softly and he moaned before kissing my mark. I arched into him and he howled, wrapping his arms tightly around me. I kissed my way down his neck and to his mark and when I grazed my teeth over it he growled loudly.
“Stop Lis,” he whispered huskily. He was trying to fight the urge to mate with me and I wad trying to do the same. “Your not ready Lis please help me out here. I’m trying really hard. It’s just going to keep getting harder from here on. When we can feel each others emotions stronger and smell each other and mind link.” I looked up at him and growled when I saw he was serious. We fell asleep together and in the morning when I woke up I had an overwhelming smell of coconut and mango. It was the best smelling scent I had ever caught in my life. I tried to find the source and when I sniffed Jason it overwhelmed me. Oh so this was what it was like to be able to smell people’s scent’s. His scent was amazing it made me so happy and turned on.
He woke up and his eyes widened before he sniffed me and smiled.
“Your scent is amazing Lis, I love it.” He whispered as he stroked my hair softly.
“You smell like coconut and mango. What do I smell like?” I asked anxious to know my scent.
“You smell like lavender and peaches. It’s beautiful, just like you. “ He looked at me and smirked before kissing me intensely. It tingled way more than before and it sent shivers down my spine. He pulled away and I whimpered quietly. ‘he didn’t just feel that.’ ‘Yes I felt that babe but I have more control over it than you.’ I had forgotten that we could mind link now so it startled me to hear Jason’s soothing voice in my head.
When he got up from the bed he stuck his hand in his pants and discretely shifted his boner. It was so hot that I couldn’t help the slight moan that escaped my slightly parted lips. I looked down and dirty thoughts flooded into my field of vision. I snaked my hand down to my pants and slipped my hand in. I was so wet I had to rub myself just a little. When I moaned softly Jason growled and turned around quickly.
“Stop please. Lis remember that I feel everything you feel, pain or pleasure. When you get sexually excited it emits off you in waves and I feel all of it. I’m so freaking hard right now that I can barely stand. Please baby please calm down. I can’t do that to you.” He had looked away after he started talking and when he looked back his eyes were a shiny black color.
“Damn” It was all I managed to get out before I jumped onto Jason.
“Please baby please,” he moaned loudly and his hands gripped my thighs so that I wouldn’t rub myself on him. I growled and I could feel my eyes darken as I put my hand on his pants. I had never seen him naked and he had never seen me naked. I didn’t have to see him to know he had a big package. I couldn’t even grip all of him with my full hand. When I clenched my hand lightly he growled and carried me to the bed. His wolf was coming out but I could he was trying to fight it. He rubbed his hard on against my soft spot a few times and when he stopped we were both panting. He kissed me while running his hands over my hips and I moaned lightly.
I slid off my shorts and started to undo his belt buckle when he stopped me.
“No Lis.” He commanded weakly.
I pulled off his pants and he was so hard that his little Jason stuck right up. I massaged it lightly with my hand and Jason started growling loudly. He went to touch my chest but hesitated and backed his hands away.
‘Did he not want me?’
“No Lis of course I want you but I want you to want me to touch you I don’t wanna force you.” He said softly.
I kissed down his neck and sucked on his mark while I slowly moved his hand to my breast. He gasped softly and started breathing faster. He looked up at me and down at my shirt asking for permission to take it off, I nodded and smirked at him. He pulled it off quickly and looked at them. I felt insecure and since he could feel what I felt he growled.
“Your beautiful baby girl, don’t ever feel that your not when I’m with you. “ He took his shirt off and stood up. I stood up and smiled at him. ‘He is built.’. I took a deep breathe and slipped my underwear off. I could feel the level of his sexual attraction bump up. I looked down as I felt my cheeks heat up and when I looked up Jason was looking at me lustfully. I walked over to him slowly and pulled off his boxers. He sucked in a breath and looked away. I could hear what he was thinking and he must have forgotten. ‘She’s not gunna want me. I’m too big she’s gunna make me feel bad about this.’ Heck no I wasn’t!
“Holy fu-“ I couldn’t finish my sentence because my wolf took over and pounced on Jason. “Take me Jason, please!” she growled. Jason fell back onto the ground with me on top of him his eyes wide and dark. I could feel something growing underneath me and he groaned. He tenderly massaged the back of my neck before crashing his lips to mine, moaning loudly. He moved slightly so that his member was positioned at my entrance. He slid toward me half an inch and rubbed himself on me. It tingled fiercely everywhere he touched.
“Oh my gosh Jason. Help me it’s so strong.” I cried helplessly. His eyes started to get lighter and the waves of sexual hunger that had been emanating off him stopped coming as strong. He looked into my eyes and kissed me lightly on the lips.
“I’m sorry. I should have controlled myself.” With that he got up and walked into my washroom. ‘I’m a failure of a mate, I should have controlled myself. I’m an embarrassment to Jase.’ I got my blade and got ready to slice my wrist when Jason bust down my washroom door and scooped me up off the bed making me drop my blade.
“No Lis. You will not hurt us. You’re an amazing mate and none of this was your fault. I would have gone further but you weren’t ready, I could feel it.” As he whispered to me I couldn’t help but smile lightly at him. He just freaking likes me too much. But, what if I don’t like him as much…
