CHAPTER TWO:
You know that feeling that you feel sort of in your throat and its almost like you can't breathe? Yeah it's not nice is it. Especially when the cause is your sister. As I watch the couple aggressively but sweetly make out on the front porch, I realize I will never have a chance with him. Kyle Johnston. The way he softly grabs the back on her neck and slowly kisses her lips. Damn it Emily. I bet he doesn't even love her. She probably just hypnotized him with her beauty and I hate him for that. Anyway I thought she was going to the movies with her friends, She was like in the shower 20 minutes ago. I've never seen her get ready this quickly. WOW.
All of a sudden, whilst I'm staring at them awkwardly wondering when I should come out to see Kim, Her eyes flick open and glare at me. "Crap!" I quickly look away and pretend to look at my phone. I look up out the window and see him looking at me with a worried look. She must have told him I'd been spying on them. Ugh how immature. Although I sort of was. Damn it, I'm so creepy.
I get out of my car and walk up to them to. "Be cool Samara, act normal, don't go all weird on him again" I think to myself as I remember the time I humiliated myself in front of Kyle.
It was last week on Tuesday, I was "helping" Kim finish her science project. Kyle was over playing PS3 with Brandon and they overheard us talking about the project. We were both stuck. I wasn't that much of a help to poor Kim in the first place, I guess it was just an excuse to get away from Emily. Anyway, Kyle did the project as well the term before and though he could help. How dreamy.
"Oh, is this the report on the film canister rocket that we had to build?" Kyle asked Kim in his beautiful deep voice.
"Uhh yeah, I'm just confused because I never made it because I was away on Friday"
"Its easy, here, I'll show you. You'll be teaching a class this stuff once I'm done with you" he smiles at her.
He looked so cute teaching Kim about the experiment. It's a pretty cool project really. I was just staring into his blue eyes watching him. He sensed me watching him.
"You okay, Sammy?"
He calls me Sammy as a nickname. When he first called me that I died a little inside. He's just so beautiful and you wouldn't think a girl like me, who only has like one friend and is a complete loner, would fall for a guy like Kyle. I mean he is popular, on the football team, such a kind gu... did he just say something to me?
"Sorry what?" I ask him dumbly.
"You okay Samara?"
He's such a caring guy.
"Yeah, sorry I'm fine aha just lost in thought, you know when you think about something and y-you can't stop, it's like an addicting drug."
WHAT!! Why would I say that. That's not cool Samara. Not cool.
"U-uhmm aha yeah," He kind of laughs
I am forever ruining my chances with him.
As I walk up to the couple both staring at me awkwardly, Emily says with more attitude needed, "What are you doing here?"
"I'm here to see Kim, got a problem with that, plus this isn't your property."
I look to see Kyle smiling at me. I smile back.
"Actually I do, Charlie hasn't been fed and Mum and Dad won't be home until 5 so he will be hungry."
"Already fed him" I snap back with proudness bouncing off my facial expression.
Charlie is our dog. He is the cutest little thing ever.
As I walk away from them I roll my eyes.Kim is waiting for me inside so I head in through the front door.
