She saw herself standing before the gun
she was not shaken, she did not flinch
left alone, numbing
robbed of her feelings she pulls the trigger
her head explodes into a thousand birds.
the birds explode into leaves
the leaves explode into stars
the stars explode into the dreams we wake up to forget
and she was the flame to all the beauty the world chose to ignore.
-R.m Drake.
Authors note:
Life update (not that anyone cares but if you do here you go):
Okay so...I'm not getting a puppy for my birthday sadly. But the Xbox one idea is still good. There's a totally possibility for that to happen. Or like a free trip to visit my boyfriend or something that'd be lit, but also out of the question. Anyway, I'm getting my nails and hair done tomorrow night and I'm going to purchase an outfit today. Cause I'm extra sometimes. Also, I've been reading a lot of gay love stories. Just cause..I love em, I live for em. Life is good today.♥