I remember the way you'd cling to my shirt
when you were sleeping
and how I'd kiss your forehead
and your nose
Making a line down your face with soft kisses
you didn't even realize I'd planted because you were sleeping
so soundly.
I remember how you'd laugh and roll your eyes at me,
and pretend to push me away just so that I would chase you,
pick you up, hold you, and I remember holding you so tightly
because I was so afraid of losing you and I never wanted to let go
and you were so fragile in my arms.
I remember all of the little things and feeling myself falling deeper in love with you,
and yes, I remember the fights too.
Fights that meant nothing in comparison to how I felt about you
and I want to never speak to you again even though I miss you
every single second of every single day.
I want to hate you so badly but
love wont let me.
