-Just Kill Me... Again-

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3ed Person P.O.V

Y/n sits on her bed crying, Jonathan walks in and sees her curled up in the corner of her bed. "...hello...?" he whispers to her as he walked slowly to her, "...yes?" She whimpers to him moving her head more into her arms so he would see less of her.

"What's wrong?!" He says sitting down at the end of her bed. "I-i, well- it's nothing." Y/n says, she fought herself on to tell him or to just stay quiet. "You can tell me." He says moving closer to her. She looks up at him, her under eyes puffy and her cheeks red from embarrassment.

-Time Skip After You Told Him Everything, Because I'm Too Lazy To Write Everything Down Again!!!-

"I just don't understand..." Y/n says rubbing her eyes from all the new tears. "What don't you understand?" Jonathan says rubbing her back, "Why can't I just forget! I've tried so hard to forget about...EVERYTHING!!!" Y/n screams. "Maybe it's because of the book?" Jonathan said stupidly, Y/n slowly looked up at him, "Oh really?! Well I didn't think of that!" She spat at him. "I know I can't die or kill myself again. But right now that's all I wanna do." Y/n sighs as she laid back on her bed, "Why would you want to do that? To be honest I've never been happier then right now as a demon!" Jonathan says confused on why in hell she would want to be human?!

"You don't get it! I mean yes I had no friends, I would hurt myself, and I was so depressed that when I killed my parents I was so aloof about it. But I miss being able to run and feel the wind, be able to accidentally hit my foot on the wall and say crap because it hurt. But now,,,, nothing!" She sighs, Jonathan chuckles softly at her. "I don't now, I like being demon. But tell me more!" He said as he laid next to her, "Remember when you where little and you would be running so fast that you would fall and bleed? *Jonathan hummus yes* Well I miss that? Odd I know, but I loved it! Like oh hugging! I loved to hug now I can't." She sighs yet again.

Jonathan turns over to face her, "You can hug any demon you want." He says, "I know but it's not the same and you know it! When we hug you can't feel the others heartbeat you can't feel their warmth. We are could and have no heartbeat, I miss it." Y/n says moving over, "You now what I miss?" Jonathan says "What?!" Y/n says as she jumped up excited to hear what he had to say, "Getting a tan" He says with a straight face, seconds later the both of them are laughing more then ever. "Your pale though!" Y/n giggles, "...I know you don't have to remind me!" He laughed.
After a few minutes of more laughing they looked at one another, "But I do miss the sun." He sighs, "I know I do to. It's weird we can feel the heat from the lakes of fire from the side of the sidewalks here.... But we can't feel the sun?! We can't feel the sun betting down on us." Y/n says looking down frowning.

"Okay well it's time for bed!" Y/n sighs, "At least we can sleep!" Jonathan chuckled as he walked over to his bed, "Ugh that's the one thing I wish we didn't have to do! I hate sleep!" Y/n says pulling the sheets over her, "Not me! I need my sleep!!!" He laughs.

-Time Skip-

Y/n's P.O.V
I wake up and look around in my room, I look down and see the small f/c book. *Sighs of anger* I then look to the side and see Jonathan in my bed?!
"Jonathan?" I whisper to him seeing that I don't remember him coming into my bed. "Yes?" Jonathan says to me his voice hoarse and harsh-sounding. "You comfortable?" I giggle looking down at him. "I'd be more comfortable if you where laying down." He says opening one eye, "Jonathan we have to go to work!" I snap at him. "Okay..." he sighs

~To Be Continued~

A/n: So I feel bad because I haven't done enough Sock and you one on one. So I plan on doing more one on one parts!
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