Confession # two

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When you have guilt fill your soul....

  I don't know about you, but when something happens and I embarrass myself or hurt someone else's feelings I feel so terrible. My mind stops working and I shut down and everything goes in slow motion.
  I block out everything and everyone. I feel so guilty inside that I hate myself specially if I've hurt or made someone I really love and care about mad or disappointed in me. Truth is I'm emotionally messed up. I am because I don't understand things the way others do. And my emotions are all over the place, I can't focus on one emotion (I feel happy and then I feel sad) and the final result is me feeling guilty and regret. I never really ever feel confident in myself. So I feel guilty for everything.

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