Best Friends By Nicholas Ervin and Gabby Andruska

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As soon that girl flipped me...Wait sorry "Gabby" flipped me onto my Back I just heard Miss Green start yelling at the class to sit down and told us to come out of the classroom with her.Just at that moment I just wanted to HATE her.Then I thought to myself...this is MY fault.I'm the one who had her mad and got us in trouble...not her.Our teacher just told us to stop fighting and asked:"Why can't you guys be friends"?To be truthful I did think about that but, people just push me away.Like I said I'm a side character.Am I a troublemaker....no.... Have I gotten in trouble in the past...yeah.My earlier days I got into a fight twice in the same year one time.Two years after that I got in trouble for something(I forgot what) and got detention.Few of my teachers thought I just have a few bad days here and there and did not think that it is an everyday thing but, it is my fault for not being open at all to anyone.After we got scolded we were already on our way back in class.As soon as I sat down at my seat my "Tablemates" was staring at me like I dropped an F-bomb in class.(4 desk together of people who tolerated me)Then I noticed that my arm was hurting a little bit.So I looked at my arm and it was bleeding, but it was nothing major so I did not bother with it.When I went to look to my right Gabby was looking at me and mouthed "Are you ok"?

I felt bad because in the end I really didn't mean it and you picked a wrong time to poke us because you bumped my arm and it messed up my semi terrible okay it was terrible anyway art.. haha I looked at Nick as I saw his pissed upset face turn to a smile as I asked if he was okay. I never fully trusted guys after the men my mom has dated. I wasn't very nice towards guys especially ones I didn't know and Nick got caught in the cross fire. I thought about what Mrs.Green had said ,I really didn't have a reason to hate this guy. I looked at him again me and Sam had stopped talking and that hurt me A lot so I was really having problems trusting nice guys. Besides, I liked girls but I didn't want to admit it to myself because I was Mormon and that would never be accepted in my family. So I tried just shutting everyone out except I'd talk to the few I knew because I needed some friends or so I was told. They didn't know me though, they didn't know what I'd been through and so I though Nobody would get me, I was very depressed and by default, I hated going to class and school I hated going anyway but this was the real reason. I was absolutely alone in my heart because I'd lie and act like I was fine. Thoughts running through my head I waited for class to be done and then I saw Nick walk out and I followed him this time to his locker. I suppose I scared him or maybe it was just the shock that I was talking to him but I looked at Nick and said "Hey you I eh " He jumped as I tapped on his shoulder and turned around. as he did I noticed something that seemed a bit weird at first because I didn't see until then I saw he had something connected to his ear. Then I got it he was deaf I felt my heart dissipate as I realized. "Oh sorry um Nick I just want to say sorry and is your arm okay?" He gently nodded and said not to worry abut it . "I'm sorry I was just having a bad day you caught me at the wrong time." I looked at him and said "Hey I'll come with you to your next class If you'd like who are you in?" He just joked about and said "You don't know!" I punched his arm lightly and said Brade? Yup !