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Finale

(TIME SKIP TO THE PRESENT)

Jungkook's P.O.V.

Me and Eunmi's relationship has been going well. We are both very popular now and I'm so grateful to our ARMYs. They are the best! But anyways, none of the fans knew about our relationship but there were a bunch of rumors. The company denied it for purposes. Our Wings Tour was here in Seoul and I was really excited until later that day after the concert.

"HYUNGS! GET UP!" I yelled loudly so I could get everyone up. Today was the second day of the Wings Seoul Concert. The first day was extremely successful and today it's gonna be bigger and better! Eunmi told me she was going to go today since she was very busy yesterday. After a couple hours, the concert finally started. Eunmi was amongst the crowd and I could easily spot her on the side. The crowd at the concert was so amazing that I started to cry. The music was cut off during 2! 3! Hoping for better days but the crowd still continued to sing it. ARMY's voices combined together was music to my ears and it filled me with happiness. Finally 3 amazing hours passed and the concert ended. I was kinda sad but I finally got to see my Eunmi!

(Backstage)

"YOU WERE AMAZING!" Eunmi yelled towards my direction as soon as she saw me. I picked her up and spun her around. "Oh my god. You're covered in sweat let go of me." She laughed and I joined her. I let her down, grabbed her waist, and kissed her softly. This 100% made my day complete. The boys then saw us and started teasing. She told everyone they did great and she loved it. After we talked for awhile, we all posted a picture on SNS. Soon enough, Eunmi had to leave for her next recording for her upcoming album. It seemed so cool. We all waved our goodbyes to her and like that she left like a cherry blossom.

"Yah! What did I say? Weren't they awesome?" Hoseok-hyung asked all of us.

"Yah?" Yoongi and Jin-hyung asked at the same time and started attacking him. They always knew how to make me happy. After awhile I got bored and called Eunmi. She was driving but had an earpiece in so it was all good. Taehyung-hyung wanted to talk to her too so I and him went into our own room away from the "mess."

"Hello?" Eunmi's sweet voice rung.

"Annyeong Eunmi-ah."

"Annyeong jagi." She chuckled and then asked what was up. We just replied we were bored. All of a sudden after some talking. I heard an ear piercing screech. I and Taehyung-hyung started to worry.

"Eunmi? Eunmi? Are you there? Eunmi-ah!" We both then ran to the room the rest of the members were in and started screaming. Namjoon-hyung immediately turned on the TV. I put the phone on speaker. I heard a quiet whisper and tears flowed out of everyone's eyes like bullets.

"Saranghae Jungkook. Saranghae Jinwoo. Saranghae Jimin. Saranghae Yoongi. Saranghae Monie. Saranghae Jin-oppa. Saranghae Hoseok. Saranghae Bangtan."

Who knew that would be the last time we heard that sweet voice? She said those words with her last breaths. No one had time to reply but tears and silence filled the room as we heard voices from the TV. Our eyes dashing towards the screen.

BREAKING NEWS!

"PARK EUNMI, POPULAR BIG HIT SOLO ARTIST, KILLED IN AN ACCIDENT! *Camera zooms up on Eunmi's face as she was lying there with a bloody face and tears falling out of her eyes* AT 10:51 PM, MARCH 19TH, TWO CARS HEADED ON THE SAME ROAD SUDDENLY COLLIDED AND EUNMI'S CAR HEADED STRAIGHT FOR A BUS THAT KNOCKED HER CAR OVER AND KILLING HER. HER BODY NOW BEING DRAGGED AWAY BY THE AMBULANCE. THIS IS A VERY VERY SAD DAY FOR THE KOREAN MUSIC INDUSTRY."

"No. No. No. This c-c-can't be happening. Eunmi! Andwae! Why?! Why?!" My cries being heard throughout the room. All the members started to do the same. God was being very very cruel. Jinwoo-hyung crying and punching the wall. Yoongi-hyung hitting himself. Rapmon, Jin, Hoseok-hyung pacing back and forth while crying, Jimin-hyung putting his face into a pillow and crying and then there was me. Crying my heart out, ripping the pillows, knocking over everything. I didn't care anymore. I wanted her back. It was already too late, though. I missed my last chance. At one point I lost all my tears and went on SNS. Every single news outlet wishing us words of sympathy. They knew how we would've been at that moment. I looked at all her fan's reactions. Sorrow, pity, everything along those lines. My heart kept breaking into small pieces and nothing could stop it. I finally looked at the last picture we took together. It was the one just after the concert ended. Her smile filled us all with happiness but now that was all gone. No more left. 15 minutes later, Jinwoo-hyung received a call to head down to the police station to retrieve her belongings. We all went together and fans were still outside the venue. All of them crying. I guess they were her fans too.

As they saw us they started screaming and saying, "Oppas! What happened to Eunmi-unnie? Is she okay? Are you guys okay? Oppas!" I looked over at the rest of the members as tears rolled down each of their faces. I wanted to cry but nothing came out of my swollen, puffy red eyes. As we were headed there, silence filled the car. Not one word. No music. Silence permeated the air. All of our hearts filled with grief when we enter the police station. The doors sliding open and letting our figures walk through.

"Who here is Park Jinwoo, the sibling of Park Eunmi?" The officer asked all of us.

"I am, sir." He replied.

"Your sister was found in an accident on _____ street. She is currently being taken down to the "grave" area. You will be able to see her when it comes close to her funeral. I'm very sorry for your sudden loss. Here is her items. If you have any questions, feel free to call me." The police officer than handed us a bag with her clothes and a business card with his name on it. We all left the station and heading back home. Namjoon, Jin, Yoongi, and Jinwoo-hyung discussing the funeral plans silently. I went into my room and looked at the photo frame of me and her. Fumes inside of me exploded and I picked up the photo and threw it across me and Rapmon's room. Landing with a loud thud and everyone rushing into the room finding me bursting into tears. My life will never be the same without her.

(5 years later)

I went up to her grave. There laid the beautiful girl I love with all my heart. I carried a bouquet of white roses and put it on top of the 10 other flower bouquets that were already there. Eunmi always told me she loved white roses because of the color. It made her happy. I wish I could see her smile one more time. I got on my knees and started talking. "Annyeong Eunmi-ah. How've you been? BTS is getting a lot more popular and we all still miss you. I feel like I've been going crazy these past few years putting on a fake smile to hide what really hurts." Suddenly I heard sniffling. I looked behind me and there she was in all white clothing. Pale and bright as an angel. "Eunmi!" She smiled at me.

"Annyeong my Jungkookie. Looks like you've been doing fine without me these past few years," she then started to walk towards me and feel my shoulders. Tears fell down my face as I saw her beautiful smile once more.

"Eunmi-ah," I whispered almost having a full break down.

"Don't cry," she whispered and wiped my tears with her thumb. "I miss you, Kookie. I'll wait for you, arraseo. We will meet one day again." She then went closer to me and got on her tippy toes. Her breath inching her way towards mine. At one point, we intersect and sparks that I haven't felt in years flew. Tears went down my face faster. We stopped and looked at each other. "Saranghae Jungkook-ah." She said.

"Saranghae Eunmi," I replied. I tried to hug her again but it was too late. Her body turned into dust. I got on my knees crying. There she goes again, leaving an empty hole in my heart. She always makes me feel like this.

This is one thing I will always have with me until I die.

Regret.