( ( Brennan P.O.V. ) )
Me and Vern been kicking it lately. I fell for her. Like im in love with her, I never been so in love with anyone in my life. She have everything a dude wants, everything they need. She just amazing. I haven't been home to lee in like a month. I know its crazy but I really fell for Vern.
( ( Lee P.O.V. ) )
I don't know what I've done wrong to be treated like this. Im hurt , im broken and everything above. Brennan haven't even been to none of my doctor's appointments with me. I tell him every time I have one coming up. He don't even respond to my text messages or phone calls. I believe he been cheating but I don't know. Today im gonna go up to his studio. When I got there dj greeted me. "Yo , lee I havent seen you in forever man.. what's been up?" he asked smiling
"Dealing with this pregnancy alone." I said with a smirk "Would you care to tell me where Brennan is?"
"He's not here. Sorry" he said hugging me and then i walked out the shop and went back home. He don't love me no more. I just want him to love me and be here for his son. When I got home I looked up private investigators. And called then. He came over to the house and I showed him pictures of brennan so he know what to look for.
I woke up this morning looking up at the ceiling and my tears started flowing. I thought about all the good times we had together. I guess this his way of throwing this away. Us, this soon to be engagement, and everything else that we had. How can a dude go from wanting to be with you so bad to not wanting to have anything to do with you? I dont understand. All he said was a lie. All the "I love you's" were a lie to. He wanted me to open up so badly to him. He swear he was gone treat me right and show me differently than what other dude done have showed me but truth is he didn't. Never in a million years would I ever just walk away from someone leaving them in the dirt to wonder whether we together or not. Whether there cheating or not. Whether they feelings have changed or not. I'm so in love with him and he just throw everything away just like that......out of no where. I wanted to spend my life with him. Now I have to face the fact that he's seeing someone else.
my mom walked in my room while I was crying, she sat on the bed and just looked at me. "Baby girl... be strong" she grabbed my hand. "For your baby. Today what you need to do is go file for custody. So he wont try to take the baby away when he feel like it"
"I already filed for custody. . last month. thats taken care of" I took a deep breathe , gasping for air "I think im gonna pack my stuff up and leave.... but idk yet"
"well when you ready let me know" after she said that the door bell rung so me and my mom got up. it was the investigator. We sat down and he handed me the pictures.
"I'm sorry Ms.Leonna" he said softly. I opened the envelope and there he was. Him and a girl. Tears came. "Here's her address" he wrote it down on a piece of paper then left.
"what's gonna happen now?" my mom rubbed my back.
"I'm gonna look for a house then I'll go from there" I wiped my tears. I knew this was coming. I just wasn't ready for it.
