THE LIFE I LIVE!!

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M.J  has been keeping the twins I haven't seen them in 3 weeks almost a month me and chris been in the studio trynna work on our first album together I'm excited about this but I'm getting stressed because I have been scratching when I try to hit my notes and I have to go to vocal classes for 5 hours a day then get back to the studio and help chris write lyrics I love this song he is right in this it what we have so far.........

I don’t think they know the truth

Say they saw (R-R-to the -I-Y-A)

I don’t think they know, how could they know

I don’t think they know the truth

Say they saw

I don’t think they know, how could they know

[Verse 1: Chris Brown]

Don’t let them tell you any different

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

I owe it all to you

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

And as much as I messed up, always give me your best love

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

[Bridge:]

Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve you

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

They gon’ talk about it (gon’ talk about it)

Gon’ try to change your mind about it

Gon’ tell you things you don’t wanna hear

But we good. (Don’t worry ’bout it)

So when they talk about (they talk about it)

Just let ‘em know we already got it

Just tell ‘em that we gon’ work at it, we good (Don’t worry ’bout it)

[Chorus: riya]

I don’t think they know the truth

Say they saw

I don’t think they know, how could they know

I don’t think they know the truth

Say they saw

I don’t think they know, how could they know

[Chris Brown]

Don’t listen to (How could they know)

What people say (How could they know)

They don’t know about (How could they know)

‘Bout you and me (How could they know)

[Verse 2: Chris Brown]

And I bet she love me

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

Even though at my worse

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

And I know that it’s different, feels like we’re best friends

We're connected

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

[Bridge:]

What did I do to deserve you

They don’t know about us, they don’t know about it

They gon’ talk about it (gon’ talk about it)

Gon’ try to change your mind about it

Gon’ tell you things you don’t wanna hear

But we good. (Don’t worry ’bout it)

So when they talk about (they talk about it)

Just let ‘em know we already got it

Just tell ‘em that we gon’ work at it, we good (Don’t worry ’bout it)

[Chorus: riya]

I don’t think they know the truth

Say it ain't so

I don’t think they know, how could they know

I don’t think they know the truth

Say it ain't so

I don’t think they know, how could they know

[Chris Brown]

Don’t listen to (How could they know)

What people say (How could they know)

They don’t know about (How could they know)

and that is what we have so far we played the beat it's real dope me and chris stayed up all night long trynna get the beat and the rhythm of both of our voices to match but  my vocal instructor said it will be best if I let chris hit all the notes but I think that's not fair because chris wrote almost the whole song and know he gotta work on hitting my note no I don't want my baby and I to be any more stressed than we are!!! As our children are at home with M.J I call her M.J for mamma joyce and this is putting another load on my shoulders cause I gotta go check on them them go to the studio then to vocal class I have to many loads to carry I'm not even sure I want to do this let me stop cause I do I just have a lot going on with my scratching, kids,& my  drinking problem did I tell u guys that I don't think so everyone tells me but I deny every time this is really stressful they lucky I didn't make trip to my bestie Miley's house this girl stay with some weed since now it's no longer illegal! chris and I are on our was to the hospital because I can't even talk now like I can't sing I can't even drink which is killing me but chris says it's a curse and a blessing chris really wants me to stop drinking and I want to stop to but if I have to mange classes studio and our kids u will be stressed also plus now the scratching is so bad I'm going to the hospital and we might have to push back the release date for the album  THIS IS STRESSING ME THE FUCK OUT!!!!! and did I mention I'm still working on losing the weight I gained from the pregnancy THE LIFE I LIVE!!!

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