Poems

Crush

Focal Point: a deep heart crush, that got denied

Sometimes you just feel a tug in your heart

It hurts, tears are at the brim of spilling

But over and over again you hold them back

Even if you are alone
 
You put your heart out there again,

And it gets crushed in the nicest ways possible.

But you're in pain

It probably would not have worked out,

But they are your crush

If feels fake, yet so real

You question yourself

But then you forget and don't care

That's usually where I mess up

I get tired of my constant worrying ,

And even put myself out there

Even if it wasn't total rejection

It hurts

Just knowing that they were hurt

So much they avoid human contact

The fact that he was hurting 

And fells so bad that he can't be in relationships 

Romantic and other wise

Hurts even more than rejection