Ambivalence love

A Cruel Reality

I examined my bedroom carefully making sure everything was set up properly. Being satisfied with it i sighed softly with a smile as i crashed onto my bed and stared up at the white ceiling. My thoughts went to the nightmare of having to live with jungkook. I frowned miserably. He always made my life a living hell and i hated him for it. I rolled over on to my side now flickering my gaze to the door. It isn't fair to the others to be acting this way so i stood up and decided to just deal with the fact that i had to live with my enemy. I walked out of my room and I stepped out and slammed into someone pretty hard. I fell back but thankfully caught myself and when I flickered my gaze to whoever I bumped into I seen jungkook glaring down at me. "Watch where you are going." He spoke harshly and I furrowed my brows crossing my arms. "I'm not playing these stupid games with you jungkook." Already sick of him I walked away and went into the living room. Everyone looked at me and Elizabeth stood up. "So I take it you and jungkook already know eachother?" "Unfortunately." I told her and sat next to jimin with a small smile. "You were pretty heated back there. Have you calmed down?" He asked me shifting his form to face me. I nodded softly "yeah. Again i'm sorry for my outburst. It wasn't appropriate and it's not fair of me to put that kind of mood on you guys." "Its okay! We were just worried about you." V told me. "Yeah! Plus we have our little welcoming party at the rooftop so that should get minds off things!" Elizabeth smiled excitedly. "When is that by the way?" I asked with my head tilted slightly. "At 8 so in two more hours." She told me. "Alright. I'll go get a shower then." I stood up and walked upstairs. Grabbing clothes and a towel from my bedroom I walked to the bathroom and turned the knob but someone opened the door just as I did. Eyes widening there stood naked Jungkook with a towel wrapped around his waist. I blushed deeply looking at his defined abs and I quickly looked back up at him. As usual he was glaring at me. "Are you trying to watch me shower or something?" "No! I was about to take a shower but I didn't know you were in here!" "Yeah okay." He spoke with sarcasm "now move." He pushed me aside and walked into a room next to mine. Great. My room was right next to his. I sighed deeply walking into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door. "Jerk." I glared at the door as if it were jungkook. Pulling my clothes off, I turned the shower on and hopped in. I placed my body under the warm water and began running my fingers through my blonde locks. I finished my shower after about seven minutes and got out and dressed. I blow dried and brushed my hair and then straightened it. I then put powder and mascara on and took one good look at myself in the mirror before walking out. Walking up to the rooftop and seen everyone was already there including jungkook unfortunately. The music was playing and they had drinks out. Jungkook was talking with V so i went over to Elizabeth and Jimin who were talking and drinking. "Hey." I smiled softly greeting the two. "Yoo" jimin smiled and handed me a drink. I took it gently and sipped on it letting the liquid substance flow down my throat. I brought the cup away from my lips and sighed happily. "Is it good?" Jimin looked at me softly. I nodded "yes." As I said that i hear V burst out in laughter. Our irises all turned to the drunk Jungkook doing dumb dances. I rolled my eyes but followed everyone as they walked over to him laughing. I stood there watching as everyone started clapping. "Okay im done!" Jungkook panted and stopped what he was doing. His eyes then locked on to me and I sighed deeply and looked away. The rest of the night we had fun and laughed. We were all bonding except for Jungkook and I of course. I walked to my bedroom tiredly yawning when suddenly I became pinned up against the wall. "Hey!" I gasped and looked up to see a drunk Jungkook pinning me against the wall. "Get off of me!" I demanded him but he held onto my wrists tighter. "You should move out." He told me harshly. "No! Let go of me you're drunk!" I struggled to get free. "Im not drunk!" He growled but suddenly passed out on top of me. I grunted and groaned sighing deeply and wiggled my way out from under him. "Dumbass!" I lightly kicked his body. Sighing I wrapped one of his arms around my shoulder and tried picking him up. "Oh god you're so heavy!" I groaned miserably dragging him into his bedroom. "Get on your bed." I told him and he sluggishly got on his bed. I sighed in relief that I had gotten him to bed and didn't have to carry his heavy body. I pulled his sweater off and then pulled the covers over him. I went to walked away but felt myself fall onto his bed because he grabbed my arm and pulled me down with him. I yelped feeling his arms wrap around me and he began saying "teddy bear.." i growled blushing slightly and set myself free from his grasp falling onto the floor. Sighing I got up and walked out of his room rolling my eyes and dusting myself off. Rubbing the back of my neck I walked into my own bedroom and changed into my pj's. Smiling i fell into my bed and closed my eyes curling up and slowly falling asleep.
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