Ambivalence love

A moment

Two weeks passed by and its been great. Ive gotten close with Everyone except for Jungkook. I didn't expect us to become close anyway so it didn't really bother me. Jimin was like my ranting buddy. I always went to him when I needed to rant or needed advice. He was already a good friend to me.
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It was 11 pm and I couldn't sleep so I decided to go down stairs to watch some tv until I got tired. I yawned softly entering the room to see Jungkook already beat me to the tv. I sighed deeply and thought for a moment. Instead of leaving I decided to just deal with it and watch with him since we have to live together anyway. Bitting my bottom lip I sat down on the other end of the couch silently. He didn't look to me or talk to me. I sighed in relief that he didn't say anything against me being there. Smiling I watched the tv. Jungkook then got up and walked into the kitchen. I watched him for a small moment before turning my gaze back to the tv. I didnt hear him come back but suddenly a water bottle dropped into my lap. Surprised I looked up at him and he looked away and sat back down.

Bitting my bottom lip I picked it up "thank you.." I said in a low tone. Opening the cap I took a sip of it and when I looked over I seen him drinking his water too.

The water dripped from his lips and down his next. His Adams apple bobbed and I blushed softly at the sight. He looked really hot.

I snapped myself out of it and cupped my cheeks. "No Elora what are you doing! You cannot think that about your enemy!" I scolded myself in my head.

"Are you chocking?" He suddenly spoke up and looked to me "Your face is red.." he spoke plainly.

"N-no! My face isn't red." I told him and looked away with crossed arms.

"You look like a tomato." He sighed scooting closer and placing a hand on my forehead "Youre not running a fever."

My eyes widen and my face became a darker shade of red as I slapped his hand away. "Its just uh really hot."

"Probably because im in here." He scooted back to his spot.

Was he actually joking with me right now? Were we bonding?

"Oh please." I rolled my eyes letting out a soft laugh and put my water on the coffee table in front of us.

I could see him kind of smile at the corner of my eyes and i slightly smiled as well. I crossed one leg over the other and let out a small yawn.

"Soo are your classes going well?" I bit my bottom lip finding myself trying to make conversation with him. Maybe apart of me wanted us to not constantly bicker.

"Why do you ask." He sighed watching the tv.

"Just wondering.." I looked down and fiddled with my fingers.

"Theyre good.. what about yours?" He spoke

"Good.." I answered back with a follow of an awkward silence.

He then stood up grabbing his water bottle "im going to sleep." He spoke and went up stairs.

I watched him and sighed. I was glad that we could actually have a conversation without arguing. I took the remote and changed it to a show I was actually interested in.
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The next three days went by pretty fast. Jungkook and I were actually being nice to each other for once and it felt nice. We actually talked like normal friends and laughed a lot. It felt like old times before we hated each other.

I was walking down the hallway of our dorm when I heard soft crying. Brows furrowing I peeked into the bathroom to see jimin was crying. "Jimin?" I spoke softly and walked in with eyes of sorrow for him.

"Elora?" He quickly wiped his tears and looked away. "S-sorry i should've closed the door."

"No its okay. Wanna tell me whats wrong? Im here for you like you are for me." I walked to him and gently rubbed his back.

"Its my mom, the doctors say the cancer is getting worse.." he looked down as a few drops of tears fell from his eyes.

"Jimin.. im so sorry.." my eyes widen at his words.

"And I cant go and see her because I don't have
enough money to go fly and see her at the hospital and they need the money to pay for the medical bills.." he sighed

I gently pulled him into a hug and rubbed his back "its okay to cry. You can let it out I wont tell anyone."

Jimin then began to softly cry but i couldn't hear it. He had his features buried deep into my shoulder.
   
          - {Jungkooks POV}-
I sighed deeply as I tiredly walked to my room. I heard two people talking and decided to be nosey. I peeked my head in the bathroom to see to people hugging. Eyes widening i noticed it was Elora and Jimin. Furrowing my brows and clenching my fist I angrily turned around and stormed off into my room. I didn't understand why it bothered me so much but all I knew is i didn't like it.