Rant chapter 2

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        Don't you hate it when people just act like you don't exist? I feel it all the time. People always act like i'm nothing and sometimes they even get in my head and make it seem like i'm something to them one minute but then they act like i'm invisible. After that they try to apologize and make it seem better but then it becomes an endless cycle. I hate it. People always make it seem like i'm something then they say i'm nothing. It hurts. It seems like they think i don't have feelings. They think i'm worth nothing and i have no reason to be here. I'm over it. People being all nice one second then throwing me to the curb the next then trying to make it better when they are going to do it again. I don't have the heart the leave them though when they have the heart the leave me. What is wrong with me. They can hurt me and bring me down but i'm too scared to hurt them. I guess that makes me an easy target. Maybe that's just all i am...an easy target. I try to talk to others about it and they tell me to do things that they think would be so easy but its a complete challenge to me. So ill just stay an easy target....

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