**Louis' POV**
I had been reading the whole time and I had taken a quick shower, now it was time to go to school. I was dressed in a black shirt,black trousers and my Toms. I sighed and got up 'some days I just don't even want to get up and face the world, I'm too weak' I looked around my room and remembered the days when I was happy. The days I was carefree, and just loved life now I just want to end it to end this agonizing nightmare called life a nightmare I can't wake up from no matter how much I desire it because it's actually happening. I slowly walked in the bathroom, I brushed my teeth and then walked out and unplugged my phone from my charger.
I walked downstairs and out the door. As the cool air hit me I became more relaxed. I inhaled deeply and looked around, the only things outside making noise were the trees and the soft sound of water from the waterfall lots of people go to during the summer. I started to walk in the direction of hell I mean school. I have math right now and I hate it, I'm great at math but I hate it.
I walk in quietly and notice I'm the first student there. The teacher Mrs. Milan is grading papers I'm guessing. She slightly looked at me through the opening of her glasses and then looked back at the papers. I walked over to the very back next to the window where I always sat. I pulled out my notebook and started to work on next week's assignment since I had nothing better to do.
The class room was soon filled with many students who sat down and talked amongst themselves. I sighed before I stopped talking I was surrounded by friends, friends who also gave up on me when I stopped talking.
{FLASH BACK}
I walked into the class room unsure about going back to school. I grabbed the door knob and twisted then pushed on the door lightly. Everyone looked at me and all my 'friends' just sat there not even caring about how I was. I frowned and saw my seat had been taken by some kid I didn't know. The only seat left was the one at the very back...
I looked around waiting for someone to care. I sat down in my seat and looked at my desk the whole time. Someone passed me a note and I slightly smiled, I opened it and read it...
~Just kill yourself already nobody wants you mute freak!
I felt tears at my eyes, they didn't know why I stopped talking, nobody knew. I ripped up the paper and tried my best to hide myself.
{Time Skip}
Once I got to lunch people tripped me and I didn't feel hungry so I didn't eat. I was sitting on a table all by myself with no one at all. I looked over at the table I used to sit at and all my 'friends' sitting, talking, and laughing. They looked over and I saw Brandon and Johnny coming my way. I smiled 'finally a friend' they approached me and smirked "hey freak we don't want you sitting at our table anymore alright faggot?" Brandon sneered.
I winced at the word faggot I mean I am one but it hurts for my closet 'friends' to say it. I could feel tears "aww the little freak is gonna cry! Gonna call out for mommy? Oh wait you don't talk faggot" Johnny sneered and once again I could feel the tears threatening to spill but I couldn't stop them, I let the tears run. I stood up and ran out.
Once I knew I was safe I walked to the loo. I stepped inside and opened the stall door, I slid down and looked all over my backpack for anything sharp. I saw my sharpener which lucky for me was loose, I pulled the blade out from it. I started to cut words to my skin...
Faggot...
Worthless...
Freak....
Those words I loath so much. And for the first time in my short life I felt hated, lost and alone.
{FLASH BACK OVER}
I shivered at the memory. The bell finally rang and everyone started to leave.I waited till everyone was gone. Once the last person left I stood up and quickly gathered my things and walked out. I needed to stop by the loo so I walked in. That was a mistake.
Right away I saw my bullies Brandon and Johnny. I quickly turned to leave but before I could run away Brandon pulled me and then pushed me to Johnny. I started to kick hysterically but I couldn't get loose, I was too weak. Johnny held me up while Brandon punched me "hey Brandon call up Chris and see if he wants to join" I saw Brandon smirk. Johnny threw me to the wall and I fell "he's coming John" Johnny nodded and kicked me. Chris soon came in.
He was my third bully. I tried to move slightly but I couldn't. I felt a sort of liquid under me which I am assuming is blood. I was starting to close my eyes and they began to kick and punch. Suddenly I heard a voice call out "THREE!" I heard the sound of feet running out.
I felt someone lift me slightly and I saw an angel. He was a bit blurry but still gorgeous. I let myself go and be swallowed into darkness.
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