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TZUYU'S POV

I woke up and sat down. I'm still at the hospital. All of what happened yesterday was not a dream. It is true. All of it.

Including Jungkook breaking up with me.

I held my chest because I felt something unusual. It hurted--literally, not emotionally. My heart suddenly felt something I have not felt before. I grabbed the blanket and tried resisting the pain. After a second or two, it was gone.

I looked around the room with my eyes. I sighed and stared at the monoblock seat that Jungkook sat on yesterday night. I recalled the time that we talked. He was saying sorry, with all those bruises and wounds on his face. I couldn't look at him because it pains me to see him in a condition like that. I've always looked away from him, telling myself that he won't break up with me. Though I knew that he will.

I was standing near the door and heard everything that my brother said. I knew Jungkook has no choice, but to break up with me or else Henry will take me away from him. I would not want that to happen. I would rather be with Jungkook for 10 minutes.

I tried swallowing what Henry said. It was hard to swallow, to be honest. This is the first time I cried over someone I really love. I didn't cry when Mingyu cheated on me. I didn't want to cry because I thought that crying will make me look pathetic and it's not me. Being pathetic is just not Chou Tzuyu's personality. But I thought wrong.

I sighed and held back my tears. I reached to the bedside table to get my phone and texted him.

From: Tzuyu

Good morning, handsome! Eat your breakfast~

7:31 AM

I even hesitated to send it because what if he might not like it? What if he doesn't want any connection now?

But as the stubborn Tzuyu, I will still do everything to see him. I will do everything to check if he's happy or if he's doing good.

And suddenly, my brother entered with a paperbag on his hand. He fixed my breakfast and tried feeding me, but I told him that I can manage. And I opened up the topic about what happened yesterday though we might be having arguments.

"Why'd you do it?" I asked him and he looked at me with a serious face.

"It's for your sake, Tzuyu." He answered, flat. "I don't want you to get hurt."

"Well, guess what? I'm hurt." I told him. There is a tension building between me and him.

"You will not end up with a man like him, Tzuyu. You've been fooled once and don't let yourself to be fooled twice. He's done too much damage to you, but you're numb and stupid not to notice that because you're just telling him that you understand!" He raised his voice. I know his point, but that doesn't mean that I should break up with Jungkook.

"Because I do! I fully understand because I loved a playboy and one of the consequences of loving one is not to be the only one being loved! I know that I am not his only girl! I accepted that fact!" I yelled back. "Why don't you just let me...keep him?" I asked him with a much lower voice. He stood up and exited the door, leaving me.

*

After 1 month, I was allowed to go back to school again. The cast on my feet is gone, but they said that I still have to be careful while walking. I should not run for a while. They gave me crutches, but I preferred a wheelchair. There are elevators inside the school, so it's alright to use one.

Thomas and Bunny are assisting me whenever I do something. They're too hands on. Penguin helps me with the schoolworks I've missed. My friends really helped during my bad condition. I'm thankful. Well, except for Sana. She's always out with her new boyfriend, which is Jungkook. Did it hurt? Yes, but what can I do? Whenever I pass by Jungkook, he ignores me. Whenever I wave at Jungkook, he still ignores me. I literally did everything to make him notice me.

We'd never had a conversation. The last time we talked was a month ago--the time that he broke up with me. And I heard that Jimin and him will be expelled due to their drinking habits. Today is the day that they will leave.

"I'm going to miss you, man!" Taehyung messed Jungkook's hair. I have nothing to do but watch them. The whole class is bidding their goodbyes to the two. Penguin is silently crying because her love of her life is leaving.

She walked up to Jimin to bid him a simple good bye, but he hugged him and Penguin's face was shocked. I saw him whisper something to her and after that, he left Penguin, shocked of what he did.

My friends bid their good byes to Jungkook as well. I was looking at him when he suddenly looked at my direction. My heart raced for a moment, but it was gone when he looked away. My heart experienced pain for the nth time.

"Of course I'll be at your graduation!" He told his gang. That means I'll be seeing him again. "See you, babe." He kissed Sana on her lips and then they left us.

*

Everyday, I texted Jungkook. I've always sent him messages. I never stopped giving him because I never moved on from him, but he never replied back. Yes, it hurted my pride, but I don't care. I love him and I told him that I'd do everything as long as I love him. And nothing can change that.

My parents made me date some bachelors, but my heart still beats for the idiot's name.

And now, it's our graduation day. I am anticipating for Jungkook.  Will he ever come? I asked myself.

"Congratulations, Tzuyu!" Taehyung handed me his hand. I took it and shook hands with him.

"You, too." I smiled and then we heard familiar voices. Jungkook and Jimin suddenly ran towards their gang infront of me. I was staring at Jungkook for the whole time. He's grown so much though it just been some months.

My heart jumped and I felt like I wanted to hug him.

"Tzuyu," I turned back to see Jun, Jieqiong and Henry oppa. "Let's take a picture." Henry oppa said and I walked towards them. We took a selca and after that, the students were called to sit down on their seats.

I glanced at Jungkook before sitting down. My smile on my face won't fade because of him. He will always be my source of happiness though we're not together anymore. As long as I see him and feel this towards him.

Just like people say, "Letting go means that you really love that person." I smiled at that thought.

*

Me and my friends took a picture after the ceremony. I can't believe I finally graduated.

"Where are you going after graduation, Tzuyu?" Pabo asked.

I smiled casually, "I'll be returning to Taiwan because of our business. My parents are training me since they said I'll be inheriting the business."

"Wow, that's great." Dubu said.

"Why won't your brother inherit it?" Tiger asked.

"Ah, he doesn't want business stuff." I answered and then my brother called me. "I'll be going now. Thank you all. See you soon." I hugged them, all of them. And then I glanced at Jungkook. He smiled casually and mouthed, 'Congratulations'. I mouthed back, 'Thank You' and I ran towards Jun's company.

Thank You, Jungkook, for all of the memories you gave me. Thank you for throwing that paperball because if you did not, we would have never met. Thank you for the friendship that led into something deeper. Something deeper that it made both of us hurt, but it made the both of us happy. Thank you for the relationship that we had. Thank you for everything that you did for me. Thank you for loving a brat girl bully.

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