abuse turns suicidal [klance]{on hold}

Chapter One{Updated}

Lance's POV
      I hate it. I hate it all, the abuse, bulling, everything, I want to be done with it but it just never stops and that's why. Why I cut, because of the abuse of my of my alcoholic father, bulling at school for being gay, yet there are people at my school who are bisexual, lesbian, and other gay people, yet I'M the one being targeted. But at this point just everything is numb, but I still feel it, the pain of my father hitting me and the bulling. I still feel it no matter what. I guess I have my friends, Pidge aka Kaite, Allura, Shiro and Hunk. Those are my only friends, well, I mean I do have my mom, she helps me a lot after my father leaves me. She makes me feel a little better about myself. Just a little.

                          ~Time Skip~
I walked into the school library, I always come here in the mornings to meet my friends where in this time of day not many people are here in the morning, but most people are in the gym. I walk into the library to see my friends talking to someone I didn't recognize at school, "Hey guys." My voice small and quite for seeing someone new, "Oh Lance didn't see you there. This is Keith, he's new to school." Allura commented. He looked at me with is purple-ish/gray eyes, and his jet black mullet, "Hi." "... Hello..." My friends went back to talking to him. I stayed quite as they talked to him. I signed at stood up, "Where're you going Lance?" Katie asked me, I looked back at them, they all looked at me waiting for an answer, "Um, I- Uh- I just need the bathroom." They looked at me and nodded.

    I walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind me, I slid down the wall and rolled up my sleeve, tears rolled down my face, "They'll forget about me to the new boy." I said out loud but I knew no one heard me. I put my hand in my pocket and pulled out my blade and slid it down my wrist a few times, the crimson red liquid ran down my wrist as I did it a few more times until almost my whole arm was in the crimson red liquid. I heard a knock on the door, "Hey Lance, you alright? You've been in there for a bit." It was Keith's voice, "Uh, y-yeah." Damn me and my stuttering, "Alright of you say so. The bell is about to ring." "OK, I'll be out soon." I said. I heard his footsteps walking away. I put my arm under the faucet in the restroom, and rolled my sleeve down. I wasn't ready to tell anyone about my depression, abuse of my father, bulling, and cutting and scars on my arms, along with some on my legs, time for the mask I put on, "Hey guys!" I said energetically, "Well you seem happier than before." Allura commented, "Yeah I was just tired still cause I woke up early and went to bed late." They nodded and continued to talk to one another, I signed as I walked down the hall to my first class of the day.

   I slid into my seat as Keith sat down by me, we must have the some of the same classes, "You alright Lance? You seem..." He paused looking for the right words, "Upset." I looked at him, "No I'm not, I'm just tired I went to bed late like I said, I'm not upset. I'm fine." He looked at me, "Listen to me Lance I can tell something is bothering you, I may not have your full trust yet seeing as that I'm new and all but maybe when we become closer friends you might be right talking to me about anything." I stared at him in awe and I nodded my head slightly, he smiled a warm smile as the teacher walked into the class his attention went to him as be began talking.

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Alrighty first chapter done! With 739 words up until now! It was fun writing this first chapter the next chapter might be out tomorrow as my phone rn is at 7% and is about to die. Thanks for reading the first chapter of ~Abuse turns Suicidal~  Thanks again

  ~MK~

    Wednesday, March 29,2017 at 10:14 p.m