abuse turns suicidal [klance]{on hold}

Chapter eight

okay hi sorry that it's been so long- tbh I actually am not interesting in writing this book anymore- but since so many people like it, I suppose i'll continue it for now. um, but anyhow; if you're someone who's oc is supposed to be in this, but isn't yet. That's because you haven't given me all the required information I need, hence why your oc isn't in yet.//

oh also I am going to write different fanfics about ships that I LIKE. So don't come for my weave when I don't update this book because i'm writing about something I wanna write about.//

thanks for listening to my ted talk//

oh also- idfc, leave now if you want- i'm gonna have Lance dress how I want, idc what you want- my story- my clothing ideas- meaning he will dress as BOTH genders, and multiple genera of clothing "types" like emo, pastel, aesthetic, etc. - don't like that? leave. simple.//

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Lance's POV

I couldn't believe I said that. A rush filled me, everything Lucien was talking to me about, saying to me. I couldn't be happier now. I finally stood up for myself, their bullshit couldn't hurt me anymore if I never talked to them again, ended whatever hell of a "friendship" that was.

I smiled over at Lucien and twirled around as we walked down the hall, "I'm free! I'm finally free from that hell!" I heard Lucien laugh as my happiness showed, hearing them speak from behind me, "Let's ditch this place then. Since your deadbeat dad is probably at a bar right now, we can collect your things and move them into my house. Kill two birds with one stone, how's that sound?" I nodded, a smile forming wide on my face, "Please! I want to finally be free! Maybe one day we can leave California and go to New Jersey for you again since you said you loved it." I walked back towards Lucien and saw them smile as we walked out one of the side entrances. I have so many skips and cut classes marked that it doesn't even matter anymore. They stopped trying to mark me, and plus, the cameras aren't ever looked at. That's how so many people can get away with making out in the halls and practically fucking in the bathrooms.

xxX time skip Xxx

Keiths pov {I got the horses in the bag}

Hunk, Pidge, Allura, Mat, Hunk and I all sat in the library, we all shared a study hall, and usually Lance was in this study hall too, but it looks as if he didn't show up. I felt concerned and worried about him, but after what happened at lunch, I couldn't help but feel worse about it.

I sighed gently and felt Shiro wrap his arm around me, kissing my cheek lightly. He was worried about me for worrying about something he didn't know, but after that blowup, I started thinking, about everything, what we did was wrong, and we shouldn't have done it. But I also thought about how we never tried to include Lance in anything, how we did always leave him out. How could we be so blind? How could I be so blind? I felt horrible, I wasn't being the friend he obviously wanted and needed at the moment.

Oh how I wish there was a button to turn back time, to change the mistakes I've done, to fix the pain he's clearly in and none of has cared about him to know, or to even help..!

Shaking my head lightly, I sighed once more. I needed to get him out of my head. It wasn't healthy to think of someone who wasn't your boyfriend this much.

xxX haha another pov switch because i'm tired and wanna edit Xxx

Lance's POV

I smiled over Lucien; who was putting tape on one of the last boxes of my room, "Wow.. I think I actually might miss this place.." I looked over at Lucien to see them with wide eyes and a shocked look on their face, "Before it all went to shit." They nodded and laughed lightly, "Understandable then I suppose." I picked up one of the lasted taped boxes in my now old room and watched Lucien pick up some of the smaller ones, "Glad you have enough to fit in my car." I nodded and walked with them down the stairs and put the last of them in their car, "And don't worry, I have an extra, undecorated room for you because I knew you'd wanna decorate it for yourself when you moved in." I laughed lightly as I opened my door and got it, watching Lucien get in as well and started the car, blasting the music which happened to be, 'star shopping by lil peep.', "Such a god.." I heard Lu mumble lightly as I turned the music up. We always had the same music taste since they mainly got me in to all the bands and songs I love today..! "And hey, you can dress more freely now too- and- this is just a suggestion, but you can dress that was at school now too, since now I'll be here to kick anyone's ass who tries to hurt you for it." I smiled towards them and leant back in the car chair, humming gently as a response, "Get some rest Lance, we can bring the boxes in and unpack later, you can get into something comfortable and take a cat nap." I laughed at what they had said, but agreed anyway, knowing I would in the end, "Yes daddd." Lucien smiled and shook their head lightly, keeping their eyes on the road as they drove. I felt my eyes getting heavily as I closed them. Darkness surrounding me as I slept.

xxX Xxx

Still Lance's POV

I woke up in the car, looking at the backseat to notice the boxes missing, then a knock at the window made me almost shit myself as I saw a smirking Lucien, "Morning sleeping beauty, I moved your boxes into your room already so you wouldn't have to." I gave Lucien a kind smile and got out of the car, "You're too kind to me Lu.." They shrugged lightly, "Nah. It's no big deal. I got to get strong for the guy I have my eye out for." My eyes widened as I ran to them, "Spill the tea sis!" Lucien laughed as they pushed me off them gently, "Calm down mate, I'll spill the tea later. Go change and take a nap." I nodded and walked past them before they grabbed my shoulder, "Oh, I forgot." They placed something in my hand as they walked towards the house, "You'll need that." It was a Ombre blue house key with my name engraved in it. I smiled as I entered the house after them, "Thanks Lu." They turned around and smiled back at me, "Anytime Pants." I laughed at the dumb nickname and walked up the stairs to my new room, and they where right, all the boxes where in there and it was as plain and boring as ever, I couldn't wait to decorate it.

I walked over to one of the boxes labeled, 'clothes' and opened it, digging through it before deciding on a light blue sweater with a white skirt. Dressing more towards the female gender, has been something I would always do around Lu since I accepted them as being Transgender, this was something they accepted me for.

I tossed the clothes off I was previously wearing and put on what I wanted and flopped down on the plain white duvet and sighed gently, looking up at the ceiling, smiling gently, "I can't believe I'm actually happy for once in forever.." I kept a smile on my face even after I let the sleep take over my body and mind.

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I updated so be happy because it'll only happen once in a blue moon- sorry.

But I also have more important shit to be doing/worrying about than updating-

plus as I said before, I'd like to write about something else other than this, and I already have the ship and plot, I just need to start drafting on google docs

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Monday, March 25, 2019. 12:01am