He went to the bathroom and washed his face . he rolled up his sleeve just a little bit though and stared at the cuts he made . A tear fell , and then a whole lot of them fell . Trying to keep quiet he covered his mouth and cried silently . After he felt alittle better he went into the front room and watched a movie he used to love . But he was numb and his emotions felt all shut down .
He made sure to turn the volume down . and 15 minutes into the movie Izumo walked into the front room "Yata what are you doing up at this hour ?" He asked "I couldn't sleep , had a nightmare " he replied . he felt guilty for basically lying to his face .
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It had been a week since he'd made his first cuts . he still felt horrible , but like any other day , he got dressed and took his medicine . He hadn't thought about touching food at the moment . And Izumo would tell him to eat anyways . This was something that was getting out of hand already . Yata skipped meals and stayed up all night and slept very little . He was going insane and didn't know what to do .
He walked into the bar and the first thing that was said to him was " Your pale Yata , come sit and I'll make you some food ." Izumo was always worried about him . "I'm fine ,don't worry ,I'm not hungry anyways "he replied so dull . He could hear the aggravation in his voice . "Please Yata " . He couldn't do it , Not until he felt better . With a simple answer he said "No." He sat down and watched Anna . With a sigh of irritation Izumo went back to doing what he was doing .
He knew it was irritating to be around him right now , but he feared being alone at his home . For the fact he'd do something stupid again . And everyone knows he hated telling others anything because he would feel weak , so no one asked . Even when they knew something was up , they all left it alone .
Anna got up from the floor "Izumo , Yata is sad and hurt . " That surprised everyone that she did that "Anna don't "Yata said putting his hands infront of his face . Silence filled the room until Izumo went over to him and hugged him tightly . "Its alright , you can tell me whats wrong ." he whispered "I can't "Yata replied with a shacky voice . He was crying silently .
Please just go away he thought. He wanted to run , to leave , to breathe . He just couldn't find a way out of this feeling .He stood up "Dont say anything else Anna please " . He walked out , under pressure he didn't do well . Sad thing is , he wasnt angry at Anna for saying that . He knew she would when the pain she felt from him got to strong . She was taught to tell someone when another wasn't doing to well and it got out of that persons hands .
He was just walking and didn't even notice his name was called a few feet away from him . "Misaki !" It was shouted and Fushimi was there when he turned around . "Not today Monkey ." He said to him. He didn't want to get into a fight at the moment and that should have set an alarm for everyone that knew him . The only person that got the alarm right then was Fushimi . "Misaki talk to me . Now "
"Whats to talk about ? Nothings wrong " He said with a tired tone . "I know you all to well so dont give that crap !" He was getting mad about this . "If there's something wrong, you need to say something Miskai !" Fushimi actually yelled this time . "You wouldn't understand ! " Yata shouted back . "This isn't a game !" Fushimi yelled back "So talk to me !" He added .
Yata started crying . He would have fell to his knees if it weren't for Fushimi catching him right on time . He sat him down and held him. He held Yata for awhile while he cried into his shoulder . "Don't tell anyone" He whispered . "I wont " he replied . This is a time where things could stay between people. It wasn't gossip and Fushimi had been through this many times , Holding the boy he held now , while he cried out for help . He didnt say 'help' but him crying was him screaming for help . Thats all Fushimi had to know , Is that Yata was holding stuff in , to the point it was breaking him .
If Yata was running from this , No one else knew he had a war going on in his mind . It would eat at Fushimi till he told but he would keep it to himself till Yata was ready to say it himself . It was kind of a bond they had . They would keep one another safe till the other could speak up and handle the problem himself .
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He did tell Izumo to make sure Yata ate . He made this lame excuse saying ' He was getting sick and refused to eat , so you had to watch him eat .' This was one of the lamest anyone heard but they took it and made Yata eat breakfast , lunch , and dinner . Even if it was small , They watched over him . And when he didnt want to eat they made him eat a fruit , just so they knew he ate .
