Saving You|Park Jimin| Lost Series

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Jimin
Then and there I found myself coming back,to reality. Instead of thinking of the bad even if I am right.

I slowly grabbed my phone and called Namjoon again.

[Namjoon? Can you please pick me up at xxxxxx]

[Yes, Jimin hold on!!]

I then pressed the end button and was ready to come out of my shell. Inside of hiding I should be confident. I shouldn't think about the hate but the love.

Thank you Seohyun. Thank you for being there and believed  in me when I didn't believe in myself.

I packed up the small house taking all of my stuff out. A small smile creeped upon my face when I saw a small photo of the members and I.

They will always be there for me, and I'll always be there for them.

"Jimin?" I heard Hoseok Hyung's voice.

I ran down the stairs to see all of my hyungs standing in front of me.

They immediately jumped on me and hugged me tight.

"Jimin-ah! Never leave again, we were so sad without you!" Taehyung said as he held me tight.

"I cried so much, I'm not a true man." Jungkook said as he wiped away a tear.

"I missed this little jamless kid!" Namjoon said as he ruffled my hair.

"Sorry guys!" I slowly said as we just all hugged enjoy each other's company.

I was glad to be back, to have them. Everything seemed like it was fading away. Like is way all a dream. That none of this happened,it was all fake.

But even if I want to think that,Seohyun never fades from my thoughts. It's like she left a mark, that can never go away.

"Hyung, why don't you go and rest up we have a lot to do tomorrow." Jungkook said as he slowly patted me on the back.

I gave him a light nod and made my way up to room I share with Hoseok Hyung.

It was like I was dying to hear my phone ding, but it never did. It never rang once, but why? My thoughts are tangled up and I don't know anymore.

I just want Seohyun to text me, that's all. It's funny how our emotions changed so quickly. I guess whoever said "you never know how much you loved someone until they leave" was right.

Don't get me wrong, I don't love Seohyun in a romantic way. I barely know her, but she knows everything about me.

I don't want to get to know her, because if I do I'll just end up more broken. I don't want to be broken, I hate it.

I hate the feeling of being empty without any emotion.

"Why can't I just be normal?" I said as I threw my phone on the bed.

-kakao: message from Seohyun-

Seohyun 12:44pm
[Well Jimin, what is normal?]

You're here.

Jimin Park 12:44pm
[I don't know?]

Seohyun 12:49pm
[Normal is gross. The term normal is just built on being perfect and copying people. The thing is there is no such thing as perfect. So your just going to hurt  yourself by looking for empty lies. Normal is nothing you should be proud of.]

Why is she so smart? Why does she know everything?
A/N: it's been awhile, I have been busy. :P