Just A Friend

CHAPTER 1

Zaina 👽

At 6:45am my alarm goes off signaling that I have once again overslept. I got up and just threw anything on. My outfit of the day consisted of a Hey Arnold t-shirt and my oversized distressed boyfriend jeans and my all black van slips on. I made my way to the bathroom to do my daily hygiene. Went to the kitchen to get breakfast which consisted of a banana, cheese-its and a bottle of water. As I am leaving I see a note on the kitchen table that reads" aye sis I'm not here to take you to school, I am out of town visiting my homeboy make sure you let mom know that I am gone and I took the rest of left overs for the road. Don't want her thinking somebody stole all her Tupperware."

I had to walk to school which took me 20 mins so by the grace of God I made it too school before the tardy bell rung. Usually my brother brings me to school but he is out of town, my mom she is at work before my eyes think of opening. My step dad leaves to go to work right when I wake up to start getting ready for school. Sometimes I must catch the bus in the morning but not all the time because my brother must work. In the afternoon is when I most definitely must ride the bus home.

Yo high school is such a struggle for me. After my brother graduated more people started to pick on me, with the biggest douche being my ex-boyfriend females always want to fight me (I don't even date him anymore I dot understand why females hate me). My brother has always been my protector. My 10th grade year these girls (who til' this year hate me because a nigga didn't want the ring leader) tried to jump me but this day my brother had to pick me up and he stepped in and smacked bitches left and right. It's not that I can't fight it's that my brother is very protective of me and hate seeing me in any type of danger. My brother is the type to take a bullet for me. And another thing is my mom don't think I should waste my time fighting every broad that crosses me the wrong way. LOL. This is a lady who has been in jail for beating up my uncle wife numerous times.

Flashback

"So, you thought all that shit that Chino was talking wasn't going to catch up to him or you" Lani spat at me.

"Sis you look real stupid coming at me over some shit that a nigga I DON'T even fuck with said like move over" I responded back as calm as ever.

Chino had went around school telling everybody that she was easy to get with. I mean you did have sex with him the first week of you knowing him thinking you was his girlfriend.

"SIS" she said mocking me while also stepping a little too close to me. "Tell that nigga to running his shit before I have somebody run up in it". She said getting louder causing a scene.

"Once again I can't tell that nigga shit because I DON'T FUCK WITH HIM. You want him to know so badly go tell him you know where the fuck he lives at being as though you fucked him during his &I's relationship. Now please step to the side" I said CLASSIER than the last.

As I walked passed her with the dumbfounded look on her face I could hear her friend tell her " Lani you just gonna let her put you out there like that, like you a hoe or something." As I continued to walk I could hear her running her mouth and "running up" more like walking.

"you not just gonna talk shit and walk away from me luh bitch and I hope you didn't forget what I said that night you was talking all that shit." she yelled

I turned around "You ran up so whats good bitch you must want this muthafucking fade the way you keep running yo dick sucker and naw I didn't forget just was waiting on the day you and yo bitches was gonna actually run the fuck up "  I said bucking at her

Her scary ass jumped, these bitches not really built like that, they got they friends hypin up their heads til they get beat the fuck up.

All you can here is ouu's and ahhh's. I guess she felt embarrassed cause this bitch grew enough balls to swing because her ass swung and missed,I muffed her ass cause she didn't have her guard up and she swing slow, like how you gonna be talking shit and not how to protect yourself.

Now me and Lani going toe for toe but then she started to pull my hair and I don't play about my hair and I turned into the hulk and startin beating this hoe face in, I finally hit her one good time and broke her nose. She stopped hitting me so I took that to my advantage and grabbed her hair and started dragging her through the front of the school garden.

I guess her friends didn't wanna see her go out the way she was and one ran up and started pulling my hair and the other one got Lani out of my grip so now Lani is hitting me in the top of my head while the one who got Lani out of my grip tripped me and now I'm on the floor getting jumped.

Mind you people know my brother so I guess somebody informed I'm what was going on, Next thing I hear is "OH MY GOD HE REALLY JUST HIT A GIRL".

"And I will hit another bitch if you think you gonna jump her. Try me and see want all you bitches have black eyes" My brother spat angrily.

Lani, Monroe or, their friend decided not to press charges. I'm very grateful for that because I don't know what I would do if my brother had to serve jail time.

After the fight, they took me in the principal's office and suspended me for 10 days and them for 5 since I did the most damage.

That was honestly the worst day of my life. I found out my papa died. My mom had looked as if I denied a scholarship. And worst of all my dad tried to contact me after all he put my family through. The day when the saddest shit happens bitches wanna start some shit.

I honestly hate Henry Cox High school with a passion. I only have one friend, Anaya, she has been my friend since the third grade. When she found out about the fight she was livid that she wasn't there to help me. That's why she is my bestfriend because I know she gone have my back through anything. Even when my mom moved us out of the state to Baltimore, MD from South Carolina, Naya mom called every day and checked on us and I spoke with Anaya about every and anything.

Other than that, when I'm in the hallways my earbuds are always in and my music is always on max volume. I don't talk to anyone. I'm always the first one to class, and I'm always have a mug on my face just so people don't talk to me.

Much Love, Zy💕

I'm gonna put some of the songs I listen to in the MM so y'all can get a feel for me musical wise.

I'm starting to like Bibby music more and more.

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