I remember my past with her, she's my childhood friend.
We are always together since we are kids.
We love playing together and of course both of us have a common thing that's why we are that close.
We love games, anime, manga and light novels.
We grows together..
Until High School..
We became a bit distant to each other for reasons.
The girls avoids me and the other guys mocks me just because I am an Otaku.
She hides the fact that she is also just like me.
She popular to our school.
She is the main attraction for the boys and girls.
But when we are not in school we are always hangs-out just like before.....
On our age as someone at 16 years old at that time I realized that I've fall in love with her.
But before I can confess to her she's already dating someone.
I became bitter...
I didn't try to make a move on her or snatch her from that other guy.
Because I don't really have the confidence.
The other guy has talent, looks, his popular, smart and so on that it gave me a blow to my self esteem
I decided to not interfere even if it pains me seeing them.
And also I'm afraid that if I confess now our relationship might get destroyed.
Our friendship, our precious memories everything will disappear.
I became afraid.
So I silent myself and keeps my act as her [friend].
Then one day my nightmare really came.
For some reason she started to avoid me.
When I tried to persuade her she said to me.
"I don't want you as a friend anymore-"
She said those words with her brows furrows while her eyes is a little moist.
I became blank.
I can't think anything.
Just before she finished her sentence I ran at my full throttle.
I became depressed.
I didn't know what to do at that time.
I shut myself on our house and immerse myself playing mmorpg.
I forced myself to completely erase her in my mind but it didn't work.
A week past I came back to school.
I saw her but I ignored her.
She looked at me with lonely eyes but she never tried to talk to me.
I don't blame her because I also did not try to talk to her.
.
.
Season's pass we graduated in high school to college.
We got separated without saying anything to each other.
I know her house.
She's my neighbor after all.
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I'm The Last Boss Yet I Still Wanted To Become An Adventurer!
FantasyTakeru Yukiya is a former Japanese college student who loves role playing games (fantasy type), watching anime, reading manga, light novels and wuxia (simply an Otaku) died in an accident and reincarnate in a fantasy world he always dreamed of but w...