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Every morning in bed
I turn to hold you
But you're never there
Every breakfast
I walk into the kitchen expecting breakfast
But I forget that you left at night
Every morning, I walk into the shower
Waiting for you to hop in but you never did.

Every noon I wait for your text
But I forgot that you blocked my number
Every noon I expect you to come to work
With lunch from a shitty place
Every noon I think about you
But remember that you probably forgot about me.

Every evening I wait for you in the grocery shop
But I remember that you moved out
Every evening I cook dinner
and I hear you shouting over your game
And I smile.
But I remember that you left.

Every night I remember my day
And cry until I sleep.

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