littlemisscloud writes

Blue Spirited

I finally understood 

through these echoes of one's despairness 

they never actually got easier

in fact, 

it has become a little of my own liberal,

 warm calamity 

to keep undoing the loathing

 of killing its own bitter, fateful spirits 

on a warm plate 

besides needing my sanity back

 I'll spread the weary load 

on another sort of pinfold 

so I don't see myself 

sitting for hours

 in the shower again

 -a.