I was just standing watching as she walked by she let a small glance at me and welcomed my glance into hers, my body shuddered as a sharp tingle went down my spine.
This was the first time I have ever felt this way before, about anyone,she could the one person to break my heart or complete my heart, but to her all feelings were mutual.
I carried on removing things from my locker, after removing my belongings I quickly shut the locker and slammed my back into it and slid down until my bottom reached the floor with a thud, I sat and remembered how her beautiful green eyes glistened in the light coming from the window right across from her. I'd had enough of caring about what people thought about me and decided to do what made me happy and not what pleased other people, because it's my life, right?
First lecture, Biology, because life hadn't tortured me enough I had double biology, the picture of her glance kept replaying in my mind as if my head had malfunctioned and kept rewinding, some may think I'm stupid obsessing about one look, but it made me want her even more than I did before. See the thing is I'm in my third year of uni and things had not gone very well for me so far, I've never really liked or enjoyed schooling in any way I sometimes find it hard to make friends with the right people I've always learnt the hard way when it comes to befriending people and , well , for the most part the experiences have been really quite bad but there has been a few exceptions.
It was third period time to eat, I sit on the table opposite from the girl, I always catch myself staring but I never know how long for until she stares back and I snap out of it, I just look down and smile stupidly, but weirdly this time was different, she caught me staring but instead of smiling at me she got up out of her seat and started walking over the canteen she got closer and closer then I realised she was coming towards me. I panicked, I put my head down pretending I didn't see her coming over even I knew she saw me looking at her.
She sits, I can feel her emerald eyes looking at me waiting for me to return the eye contact,which I did, she turned her head to the side as if she was figuring out a hard math problem, she spoke "Hi, I thought I would come over, you looked and little lonely and I thought I would cheer you up", I didn't need cheering up I needed to hold her, embrace her in my arms whilst whispering into her ear how much I longed for her lips to brush against mine as we tightened the embrace and kissed the most passionate kiss we have ever had.
I knew my fantasies would never happen, I was alternative, long brown hair with brown eyes to match, I didn't even know if she would ever like me as I did her but all I could do is wish and hope, I wanted just one time for someone to fall for me the way I did them.
When my fantasy stopped and came back to reality I was still staring into her emerald eyes, she had a confused smile on her while asking me "are you alright", alright? Of course I'm alright, this is the first time I have ever spoken to her, I had a tingly feeling in my stomach as we spoke about thing after thing after thing, I could have talked to her forever, I jumped as the bell told us that class was about to start.
As I walked up the hall I got out my planner to check lessons, English, Maths, Geography all lectures in which I had taken a huge dislike to, but at least in English I sit opposite her, sounds creepy but I love watching her every move, the way she moves is so elegant and graceful almost like a butterfly taken in the wind, she is perfect.
I was walking home after class and I could hear footsteps behind me, then I heard a voice " Hi again, sorry if I'm being annoying but I'm walking to my aunts house, would you walk me?" This was perfect for me, the person who I loved the most as asking if I could walk her home, this was perfect, the walk wasn't short so we had a lot of talking time, I tried not to seem nervous, that would make her suspicious, so I played cool, we spoke about family and friends and all sorts of things, it was so wonderful to actually get to know her instead of admiring her from afar.
I walked her up to her aunts door, where I gave her a huge hug and said goodbye, sometimes hugs can do more than kisses, or do they?, I stepped back and she looked in my eyes "you should come round sometime, I think we have a lot in common" I would never refuse, ever " yes that would be AMAZING" I smiled, turned and walked away waving as I got further down the street.
I got to the door of my house, unlocked and it and walked in as usual nobody was home my mother was at work so was my dad my older sister was at college until 4:00 and my younger sister was at after school dance until 5:00, so I had the house to myself until 7:00 tonight and every night.
My sister came home with her boyfriend today, which she doesn't normally do, he is tall with brunette hair and ocean blue eyes, my sister and I looked very alike we both had brown hair which is naturally curly on both of us and brown eyes to match our hair exactly, but for some reason she always seemed to attract the handsome boys whereas I attract the kind of people that will never treat you right, that's why I changed,not on purpose, I was born that way, I just didn't figure it out until recently.
When my mother returned from work with my little sister she went straight into our living room which is white with pretty decor all over the walls, my family is quite well off I live in a 6 bedroom house with 3 bathrooms and a library and study, but my family worked hard for the money we earn my mom started her job at a young age and so did my dad, my dad is the CEO for a major company and my mom is a psychologist and a nurse also, I don't always get along with my mother, but does any daughter always get along with her parent, the answer to that is no, we argue about the littlest things mostly about me saying something about my future, my mom would have a fit if she knew.
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Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes throughout the book , I was typing fast and probably didn't check over it the best I could
Paige x
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