(Y/N) POV
I really don't wanna leave but I really do at the same time, I just don't know what to think anymore. " (Y/N)! Come on we have to go!" my dad says at the bottom of the staircase as I struggle to carry a box down." I-I'm trying..aah!" I instantly felt pain strike my back. I look around as I found myself at the bottom of the stair's.
" (Y/N)! Look what you did you!" my dad says as he looks at me in disgrace. "I-I'm sorry..I didn't m-mean to I- " he cut me off before I can even finish. "No, I expect you to be better than this now hurry!" he said waking off as tears run down the sides of my face. I quickly wipe them away before he notice. (I'm sorry if you love your dad and mom but I'm just going with dad since I hate him)
'Why does everyone hate me.. why can't he just loved me for what I am just like mom.' Just thinking about her made me angry and sad I don't know what it is. It makes me angry because she left me with him and sad because she my only light in my life left, and now... I have nothing.
*Time skip after moving*
We finally made it to the new house. Especially after all the complaining from my dad about me not being more like (S/N). Ever since (he/she) left things had gotten worse after mom died. I go straight to my room and look out the window and sigh. I get up and start to situate my room.
*Time skip*
I sit in the corner of my room and waiter for the movers to move my bed into my room. I pull down my sleeves and look at the old and fresh cuts. Tears run down my cheeks remembering what my father said the day I first started to cut. *flashback*"What do you think you're doing?" He asked annoyingly as look up to him. "Nothing.." "I know what you were doing and I don't care. No one will" *flashback ends* The day he said that stung my heart so badly. I didn't know if he was drunk or not but he was right.. No one will ever care about me. I put my head on my knees as I hold them close to my body as I slowly doze into a light sleep.
Hey guys I'm sorry that this is a short chapter and that nothing happened but I'm in a rough time right now so if you have any ideas of what can happen in the next chapter *slowly waves sadly and makes a fake smiles*
By my snowflakes
~DJ FROST
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FanfictionThis is about a girl who has transferred from (hometown) and is already bullied the day she starts school.. but someone unexpected helps her through it all.
