Rompre I'amour (Breaking Love) (Ink x Error)

Cpt 1 - Rain

Inks POV

My parents idea was terrible.  I was just getting over crying for hours.  I remember staring into the coffin and seeing him lay there cold and helpless.  I didn't want to say it was my fault because it wasn't but I somehow feel it was.  I shouldn't have refused to go because I was too obsessed with my phone.  And now he's gone.  But anyway mom and dad want to move.  They think being away from the pain would help the pain but they don't know it'll make it worse. I put my last box in the trunk concluding all of the belongings we could take.  The trip felt like days but it was only one.  Traveling for hours and hours as my heart sank deeper and deeper as I felt my brothers spirit slowly drift farther away every second and every mile we passed.  Soon it was gone and could only be a memory.  The feeling I  wasn't truly alone had vanished forever.  I wanted to move with him still by me, we would sit in the car seat and laugh.  The house we live in was small.  It seemed to be older than my grandma.  My room was pink.  I want it to be all kinds of colors usually but this time it doesn't feel right. Mom would always say  "Cherchez les choses plus brillantes look for the brighter things" but all I see is black.  Rain covered it as the clouds grew darker and darker in the night.  My room seemed to be tighter and tighter the more I sat on my bed and stared into nowhere at all.  My parents grew worried about me.  Finally I have the nerve to unpack.  I place all of my belongings in their rightful place.  I just wanted to sleep and never wake up.  To see what my brother saw before his heart stopped and his eyes closed.  I went to sleep too depressed to eat dinner.  I woke up to my alarm clock the next morning.  Dad says I'm going to school whether I want to or not.  I get dressed and walked downstairs.  I didn't say a word leaving out the door.  The sky was a dark blue still but it would soon be sunny and happy unlike my soul.  Dark empty and rainy. I know I have no soul but its fun to pretend. Everyone at school talked and talked.  I sat alone for awhile when someone walked up to me.  "Hey! You must be the new kid" they said happily.  I nodded.  "Cool! I'm Blueberry! You can call me blue!" He said with a smile.  I didn't smile back but replied "I'm Ink" I said.  "Nice name! Hey wanna sit with me at lunch?" He asked.  I shrugged and nodded for my reply.  "Awesome! I have to go to class but I'll see you later!" Blue ran off.  At least people were nice but I had a feeling not everyone was.  I got up to go to class and began to space off into my own world.  No happiness crawled up my back this time, I wish it would I wanted nothing more than to feel happy.  As my classes soon passed I looked around for where Blue sat.  I walked over.  "Hey inky! These are my friends! Cross, and Dream!" Blue said motioning his hand to them.  I waved and sat down. We all talked for awhile Dream offered to show me around after school and I accepted the offer not wanting to be rude.  No one needed to feel my pain ,they were all so happy. "So Ink where did you live before?" Dream asked.  My heart dropped.  "I don't want to say.." I said as my pain crept into my soul once again. "Oh okay" Dream said a little disappointed.  Cross rolled his eyes.  "I wouldn't ask so many questions it obvious she's upset" he said to Dream.  She looked at Cross. "I suppose you're right" She said regretful.  "Its okay Dream but Cross is right I'm not very happy" I admitted.  Dream understood and nodded.  "I understand" she said and smiled. "So do you guys watch anime?" She asked changing the subject and that's mostly what we talked about for the rest of lunch.  I walked through the halls as Dream rambled on where everything was.  "This is the music room and that's Math class" she explained.  She talked so fast I didn't understand half of what she said. When she was done I thanked her anyway and walked home.  The sun was shining freely but my mind stayed trapped in racing thoughts.  Today Was better than I thought it would be.  I walked inside of my house and actually felt like at least telling my parents how my day had gone.  "Hi mom" I said.  She turned and looked at me "Welcome home!" She said with a smile.  "How was school?" She asked.  I told her about my day and my new friends.  "Well I have homework to do so I'm going to my room" I said getting up to leave.  "Okay sweetie dinner will be ready in a few hours" Mom called after me as I shut my door.  I layed on my bed for a moment.  Maybe I actually have a chance this time.