For a second,my world stopped. For a second I lost myself. Seconds quickly became minutes,minutes became hours and hours became an eternity . He was my friend,my best friend. The man I admired,the one I Vehemently loved. Every eternity with him gave me hope I'd live foreverThe man who made the complexity that was me feel simplistic. I should've been better. But better was not me.
Every step lie land mines. He out maneuvered every one. He fought everyday with the complexity that was me. Shot down every insecurity and armed me with confidence.
Everyone recognizes you,your personality is so gravitating.Entrapping the moments of my happiness in his eyes. Now his eyes are shut.
It was cloudy that day. Lightning in my heart and raindrops down my face.
He was my sunshine, his warmth now scorching.
He was my daily forecast. I grew content,it became expected.
He was my compass when I needed my North Star,now he points south.
And now,he's covered in wounds caused by trying to maneuver through the mines I planted. Deep down I wanted him to fail,to become red mist on impact.But now when I want him to succeed the most,he's gone.
