Only two can play (one direction fanfic)

loyalty

katrinna'sPOV

I look at my watch and see it reads half eight,half an hour left till the boys had to be on the show and not even one was ready yet. I had already spoken to all the boys to speed up except harry; let's say I wasn't his biggest fan. It was frustrating me knowing that he was in there and wouldn't come out; I had to go speak to him. I sucked my breath and balled my fists turning on my heel to go to the lit up corridor. Without thinking I walked straight into his bedroom and found the green eyed boy looking into the mirror not wearing a thing but his boxers and winking at the mirror, so sexual Hazza I thought to myself. I made a mental check of his appearance. The way his jelled up dark curls piled stylishly on his head enhancing his exotic tan that was complimented by the beautiful green eyes that looked so warm and happy, and just wow.....,he frowned.

I cleared my throat and took a step forward "listen, I know you love yourself and stuff, but we need to get a move on;even Zayns ready and he is meant to be the vain one". I looked at him for any sign of understanding but he seemed to be too interested in his phone. Looking at his phone, Harry groaned and placed a hand on his neck, he looked towards the window and I caught a glimpse of pain wash over his face. I actually sorry for him and without thinking, took the phone from his hand and began to read. Horror plastered my face as I saw the hateful comments people had sent to him;some were threats to kill him and others telling him to kill himself. I felt sad as I looked at him

"so now you know , not everyone worships the ground I walk on" he spoke in a small cracked voice. Remembering the comment I had made, I now felt stupid.

He looked like a confused child and my heart went out to him.

Grabbing his hand to make him face me, I pulled him into me and hugged him tight wrapping my arms around his warm body, my left hand covering the back of his head.

His arms snaked around me giving me a tight squeeze and letting his head rest in the crook of my neck.

"People are always going to be like that,they will always find a reason to hate you; its up to you to let that hate define you or not" I spoke rubbing circles into his back.

"I've always wanted to be one of those people who didn't care what people said about them;but I do every single comment is like a dagger into my heart. I just don't understand what I did wrong, to these people I have never met. I can I loads of comments from my fans, but that one hate comment breaks me" he sighed speaking into my neck.

I felt liquid on my shoulder, I didn't really no how to deal with emotional guys and said the first thing that popped into my head.

"You need to get dressed now, times ticking and I don't get enough pounds to deal with emotional band members, that last bit I regretted and was about to take it back, when he spoke up first,

"just get out, okay no one asked you to come in here. I was shocked by the sudden change in emotion and nodded exsiting the room.

I closed though door and huffed, sometimes I could be  really insensitive, but I just couldn't help it, I didn't know how to react to emotional situations. I would have to apologise later, but right now I needed to focus on getting the boys to the studio.

We were in the big black van neally reaching the studio, and there was such a stunned silence.

"so how is everybody?" Niall spoke a little to loudly.

No one answered him, "so i see i'm being ignored, yes...its cool".

Everyone was busy on their phones doing something or the other, i was the only one reading a book. I looked towards Niall and our eyes met,"so i see the power couple have had a argument", he spoke obviously to me.

I frowned creasing my forhead and putting my book down on my knee so that i could talk to him better "what power couple?" 

He laughed looking at the rest of the boys and they all looked up smirking to one another, "so shes denying it, gosh Harry, what did you do?" 

I scrunched my nose up, what was he on about what was he saying, he must hav reliased i was confused becuase he spoke up "I mean you and Harry secretly dating, now you've had a argument, you are ignoring eachother"

Harry looked up, blushing fiercly;this was annoying. "What do you mean  secretly dating, i'm not dating anyone,what do you mean, shutup  stop spreading crap, oh fudge sticks why is this happeong to me, oh my Gosh i'm gonna have a nervous break down, ohh lord direcioners are gonna try to kill me, oh my gosh i can never safely walk these streets again".

They all look at me as if i had grown two heads i'm not sure where this will lead but im sure as hell not waiting to find out. "I like Harry over there as much as i like mushrooms, which  is not at all. To be honest i im totally head over heels for errrrrr, Niall!!"

What the hell didi just admit to, out all the things i could have said, out of the men in the world i chose Niall, i mean he wasnt badlooking, in fact he ws gorgeous but he was like my friend, and i was his freakin manager.

I looked towards all the boys and they looked at me like i had just admited to commiting a crime, i looked directly to Niall and he looked red in the face like he had choked on his food he then looked away from me and down on hs lap, great now i had screwed thing with someone that i really enjoyed being around.

We sat in silence the whole way no one knowing what to say, it usually would be Niall but he was involved in this awkward situation. We got at the studio in what seemed like forever, but i was happy we got here becuase the tension in there was so thick i could actually cut it with a knife, as we got a rush of fans go towards us, screaming at the boys and grabbing throwing things towards us, dear God i was glad i wasnt a  singer.

We got through and the boys were whisked of to hair and make up while i went backstage waiting for the boys to come. It was quite boring waiting for the os to get on stage so i decided to open my bag of skittles, the best sweets in the world to me, to my amazement the bag wouldnt up no matter how much i tried, i must hve looked like a crazy idiot trying to open this bag.

"Can i help you there darling?" a sweet but deep voice said as i looked up to see the most handsome face i had ever seen in my life. He had the most amazing  blue eyes and beautiful blonde hair, he took the skittles from my hands and effortlessly opened the bag and put them back into my hands brushing his finger tips against my palms, this made me feel warm and fuzzy. 

"My name is Eliijah smith, i'm Ane directions fitness instructer" he smiled, taking a skittle from my bag he popped it in his mouth. "My name is Katrinna, i'm the boys' manager" , 

he literally left me speechless, he was beautiful, i was about to talk when i was interupted by one of the crew, "the boys are ready", i felt literally deafted but i think Elijah could tell because he spoke up, "maybe we could catch up tomorrow, here is my number we could go for coffee right".

I nodded with so much joy on my face, i was grinning like a mad man that i had to be pulled away by the camera guy.

I walked into a common room and saw all the boys looking fresh and made up, i looked at Harry who was pacing up and down but as soon as he saw my face began to walk towards me only to be interupted by Niall, "Kat can i talk to you?... alone?" What was up with these nicknames i was being given. I nodded my head and tried to swallow the lump as i knew what was going to happen.

We walked into a dark hall way turned a few times until we got into Niall's dressing room, i didnt want to get any further as he was behind me and stopped at the door as he closed it. He sighed and leaned against the door, "listen Niall hun bout that little confession i was just-" 

i was silenced by a kiss, as Niall's lips crashed into mine, making me step back again, he snaked his arms around my waist as i kept mine at my sides. I could feel his body heat and looked at him, his eyes closed and eyebrows knitted with concentration, i was shocked as his tongue went into my mouth trying to find my own, my eyes shut in confusion in shock and cringeness.