my little fucked up life

April 1

Today was ok...
Dina came home and right when she walked in the door she started a fight with my grandma
It got a little bad so i hid in the car
And listened to music
My two cousins joanie and julie
Went to leaseburg
So im alone
I smoked a lot today..

11:23 pm

My grandma and dina are at it again it gets really annoying
Ive been having suicidal thoughts alot lately mabye itll be better if i do die then everyone can be happy
I failed at cutting stupid blade wont cut
Its to dull im quite tired but i dont wanna sleep
Me and my bestfriend now ex bestfriend got in a fight and she said my mom left me because im ugly and fat
I havnt been eating and whrn i have i purge it up
It tased awful but hey al lease ill be skinny soon...