I Take The Blame

The Beginning Of The End

    Hi you may already know this but, my names Zoey Zoey Anderson. I come from a small town night to far from Fishkill, New York. Which means its mostly farms and maybe more then anyone barged for local supermarkets and I don't mean like the ones in the big city. I mean where everything is fresh and gas was mostly a penny because no one really lived there type of thing. Though the high school and everyone in that crummy town was the same I missed it when my family decided that the big city was just the place for us small town folks.

    Brooklyn, New York oh how you have changed my life in so many ways. With all my eighteen years of life I've never thought this small town girl would get used to the big city so fast. This was just about the time that I got my first IPhone you know because that was like the in thing at the time. Anyways "Party In My Dorm" (PIMD) You have changed my life and made me see things differently from everyone's eyes. Not only in a painful way but in a way that only you know is best. 

  I fell in love on the game (PIMD) so many times that it just finally ended up hurting. I thought I was in love so many times on this game. I thought I had a future with so many people on this game I had a family one I could depend on one that I knew noting bad would happen to me because I had them in my life. They would protect me, so I thought. I had boyfriends and guys that I would hope to marry me they wasn't just people to me they was so much more to me. They had my heart and that's big for me given that everyone hurts me or leaves me. There was many of those boyfriends but, only three that matters to me Justin, Jacob and Bryan. I saw my life with them but, then they hurt me and I gave them a second chance after chance after chance. I think I lost count when I started being bullied by someone I called friend and family.

   You see friends, family, and even lovers can turn on you or away from you. They may hurt you and never tell you why but, they do it but, they not only see you as a threat but, now as the enemy. So I'm here now to tell you the story of how I fell in love and was broken by three guys that I once loved and trusted with all my heart. Justin Bryan and Jacob this story is not to tell how bad of a boyfriend you are but, to tell my truth. They might have different names but, all truly the same in their own way. Stay read and maybe grab a snack because you will never believe some of things they have to say.