Tough Love

Loosing her

The party was pounding with music and a smell of alcohol filled my nostrils, a random guy gave us two red solo cups. I look back at Elise but she was gone. I stood on my tippytoes trying to look over the crowd "damit Elise" I said, "looking for someone?" A voice said behind, I spun around and looking at Jax, the smell of cocaine was so strong I had to block my nose,"um......so you take drugs, how nice" I said." What's wrong with that sweet cheeks" he said with a slurry voice "by the way, Elise is in the kitchen" and walked off. 

I head to the kitchen to see Elise drinking with Jessica, the Jessica, the Jessica that punched and slapped me, that Jessica. I walk over to her and grab her by the hand but she pulls away "what are you doing here b*tch, you were never my friend......Jessica is my new best friend, get out of here no one even invited you" she yelled. I run out of the kitchen and through the front door and to the car. I fiddle with the car keys and hop in,I drive into my street but I don't stop. I end up driving to the park and hiding under a tree. I wish the earth would just swallow me whole.

The next morning I stay in bed for a good ten minutes thinking about what would happen today, would Elise say sorry for what she said to me or did she really mean it. I finally rolled out of bed and got ready for the day ahead of me. I got to school late again (missed the bus), I open my locker and checked my phone I had 11 miss calls from Elsie and a text "hey, you haven't returned my calls and I was wondering if your ok, love E". I looked at the text over and over again until I went to class.

After class Elise came running towards my locker "hey Charlie", I ignored her,"um......you haven't returned my calls I was worried about you, you just left the party I had to get a ride from Jessica" she said "of course you did, you even told me she's your new best friend". "I'm sorry I was drunk and I wasn't thinking please forgive me" she said, tears running down her face "I can't forget what you said to drunk or not I forgive you but we can't be friends, you said it yourself". I walked off.

I walk home alone now, I see Elise on the car with Jessica. She obviously meant it. I got home and went up to my room and started to cry, I cried and cried for hours until I heard a knock at the door, I run downstairs and wipe away my tears. I open the door to see Jax standing in front of me "what do you want?" I ask "I was wondering if I can stay for a couple days if that's no problem baby" he said, "wait, why" i said, "my dad kicked me out and I need to stay like 3 days then my dad will let me back in, he does it all the time" I said ok.